Welcome December

Some people argue about their lives and our its own. rate on a life of past, present and future.

We are move left the past instead of to run to greet the future or just to enjoy what we have today.

We grow old not because of age, or become old because of the time. But that does not mean always want to stay young just because it still able to compete. But, we become who we are now because of life.

Thanks.. Friend

Hari ke-5 di kota ini... :)
kota yang sangat panas.. tapi ga seru kalau kota ini tidak ada sinar matahari..
aku melewati hari dengan makan, hang out, party, pool, and other good things,.. what a life..!

Countdown to 'Just Me'

4.19 am here.. after performed at Fame station..
Tired.. my body and mind..
tonight i just drank 2 bottle of Bintang.. not felt good to drink too much :)


Its Countdown to 'disappear'
i'll Disappear for a while, away from people i know..go some place that nobody knows me..
quiet, peaceful,  just me...!
but maybe i'll keep write here, to fill the report ;)
 I'll away from Facebook, twitter, messenger, bbm, mhh.. maybe phone call and also sms ;)

Countdown... starting from now!!!!

Get up and Survive

The time will come when we have to stop loving someone, not because that person, stop to love us, but because we realize that people would be more blessed when we're letting them go.
Sometimes people we love the most, is the person who hurt us most
God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes Them from your life for a better reason

Although the most painful thing is when we should pretending not in love with the person we loves so much

if we allowed to choose, we would prefer of never met and knew someone rather than have to forget about

However, in life .. we will meet two special people ..
The first: is someone who is trying to change the way you see yourself and your world
The second: is someone who can make you believe in yourself again, after you lose the first

Letting go does not mean giving up, but rather to recognize and accept that there are things that can not be enforced .. just keep move on ..

Get up and survive

Night all.. i really need to shut down :)

I'm a Musician

If you ask yourself why musicians charge so much for performances.
We don't get paid vacation, we don't get paid sick days, we don't get bonuses for outstanding performances nor for Christmas.
We don't have insurance plans nor do we qualify for unemployment.
We sacrifice our family on special days so that we can bring happiness to others.
Illness or personal affairs are not excuses for a bad performance.
Next time you ask, remember that musicians are musicians because of the love of music, but that love doesn't pay debts.
Happy Musicians Day!!
Re-post if you're a musician

'i miss you'

I searched and Waited for so long
The shadows of you in the edge of twilight
The sun burns my longing
 i'm flying.. flying so high

with cloud walk through the walls of time
I was lying and close my eyes
In my heart I call your name
I hope you hear me and feel it

The tremble of my heart thirst so long for your caresses
Like the first time
The first time you folded my arms and and kissed my lips
And you whispered this words  'I love you'

My sweat pouring
feel and sense of your touch
the deepest feeling i ever felt
You've take and got everything i have
Everything i have

Bad time

Today, i just wanna stay in my room, but that's what i always do when i feel bad and sad.. Just me. my room, music and internet. i feel free.. but today.. no beer.. hmm.. maybe i should go only for buy some.. i'll go later :p

One of my best friend asked me to come with her to cinema, but.. im really not in mood to go, being in the crowds and meet people, try to smile and hide grim ;)
 i just wanna be alone and enjoy my loneliness.. hahaha..  pathetic!!

and today i just added some widget to my Blog.. i'm learning to put music player now, so you guys can hear my favorite songs.. actually.. thats my 'bad time ' playlist.. but.. im sure you will like it :p

try to add some, and i hope its work :)

22 November 2011

Akhirnya hari ini datang juga.. 22 November 2011
datangnya hari yang sama sekali tak bisa kuhindari

Benci?

Saya benci merasa diabaikan, saya benci dianggap tidak ada, saya benci berada dalam ketidakpastian, saya benci galau, saya benci perpisahan, saya benci kemarahan, saya benci ketika tidak dihargai, saya benci

something

Bandung, Saturday , and .. Raining..
the weather is cold like my heart now..need something to make it lil bit warm . it can be a hug or warm kiss from someone. Or just something to make it lil bit better.

I'm here.. standing still, waiting for that something.. and i'll be patient to wait until the best come to me
even that it would be a long waiting.. but im sure.. God sets the best for me, for my life.
People come and go for some reason.. something come and go also for the reason. and if its not come yet.. also for some reason that i dont have to know now.
and its always make me learn about something, and not makes the same mistake after..

and I'll be waiting.. somehow how long i can wait...

Yes. its Friday!

When your work unappreciated, then at that time you're learning of honesty 
When your efforts are not considered important, then that time you're learning of sincerity
When your heart has been hurt badly, then that time you're learning about: FORGIVENESS

loba nanya ah!!!

by Rheta Arheta on Monday, April 6, 2009 at 9:54pm

akankah???
kau ada saat aku membutuhkanmu
memegang tanganku saat terjatuh
meghapus air mata ku saat aku menangis

ini tanda tanya ya>> ???

by Rheta on Saturday, May 2, 2009 at 9:11pm

Dalam hingar bingar
Dalam hiruk pikuk
Di keramain dunia malam

Letter for GOD

Dear God..

Thank You that i still breathe today..
Thank you that You give me one more chance to change my life better than before
Thank you for all the Joys and Happiness that i ever felt

Coretan malam ini

Hujan.. dingin..
musik melow diputar di playlist tercinta..
aku seperti biasanya sendiri menikmati kekosongan
hari ini aku ingin menumpahkan apa yang ada dalam hati, dan kepala yang rasanya menumpuk membebani bahu. menahan bibirku untuk tersenyum,menggerakan dahi ku untuk terus berkerut.
aku ingin bicara.. tapi siapa?

Tangled Thread

have been very busy last weekend.. my best friend's wedding, held on 11-11-11 .. then another performances, sing in event, wedding, slept less, stressed, hectic, stupid people. and so on..
and my brain and head like explode.. my life like up and down this month.. my mood also.. yesterday i was happy, then sad later, again and again. im sick and tired thought about that...yesterday was like another sad story.. fwuuuh... i know..  my mistake.. again :-/
and i like to blaming my self  for that.. im stupid!
if i can tell and describe what im feeling right now.. it like.. tangled thread..

God heard my pray then gave me what i want .. but in fact.. it didnt what i need.. not at all.. God always have a plan for me.. there is always be a reason for something happens.
i'm scare, worry, terrified,  in short.. im in bad!
im not ready yet to hear a bad news at moment, im not ready to have another bad time.
i just hope and pray.. everything is gonna be fine :)

heart

have you ever thought about women hearts? have you ever care about it? can you imagine how fragile and soft. but can be so hard, tough and harsh when it have been broken once.
when guys you says that you will take care of their heart, then give it back broken, it just give the scars on it. but the women just forgive but wouldn't forget. but what the stupid thing that women do is, gives  men the other chances. give up and melting of seduction, even that they know it so much fake in it, and bullshit on it.

im done!

Sometimes we must say.. ENOUGH! stop do the things that makes us hurt ourself, do everything to people who's not appreciate. Look us with one eye open. we have small brain than theirs,

Selamat Hari raya Idul adha 1430H

6 November 2011 akan segera berakhir ;)
Hari ini hari Besar untuk seluruh umat muslim di dunia, Matahari 10 Dzulhijjah telah terbit, Idul Adha pun tiba.
aku tidak perlu menerangkan disini sejarah dibalik Idul Adha ini. Ada yang lebih faham dan mengerti tentang itu semua dibanding saya.
 Namun yang pasti aku hanya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari raya Idul Adha untuk umat muslim dunia.

Hari besar ke-dua setelah Idul Fitri kemarin, yang berlalu tanpa makna.. aku memilih merayakan dengan jalan dan cara ku sendiri yang cenderung lebih egois dan gila! Beberapa moment penting tahun ini yang aku lewatkan tanpa keluarga, teman atau sahabat. aku memilih menghabiskan waktu sendiri dan dengan orang oarang yang sama sekali tidak saya kenal dengan baik! Gila!! ya!!


 Tuhan, Ampuni dosa ku. Amin

are YOU the one for me?

Saya bukan orang suci, dan saya juga bukan orang yang jahat. im not too good, but i'm not that bad!
 i can't be a good enough for everybody, but i'll always be the best for the one who deserves me the most.
Im not perfect! and i don't live to be. but, before you guys judge me, make sure your hands are clean :)
i'm same with the other women, the other girls whose expect the best for a better life. who want a happiness, want a good guy, want a nice and sweet man. Which women don't want that in their life?

#4WL

If u still have dreams with me, let's make it together. .Not only U or Me.. But U and me.. We, US! - arheta#4WL

November, Welcome..!!

fwuuuuh... *sigh* finally i can found connection, and have time to write..
my life was sucks this last day.. i lost my modem, so i lost my own connection in my lovely room. yaiiy.. its sucks really!!!
But i hope this month, November will be more kind and nice to me than October. i will not lost my hoping tho'!