Saturday 2 August 2014

I am Happy

I'm sitting at the bar of Aphrodite in Setiabudi area
One of sport bar full of expats In Jakarta.
I knew this place from one of my friend, Irish guy that I dated few years ago. And we still be friend till now.
I sipping my cold Bintang .. Enjoying my time with own company in Jakarta before I go back to Bandung the next day .
Beer, cigarettes and the ambiance of the place and people around me
I feel just simply happy ..
I don't feel lonely even though I'm alone ..
This how incredible simple to feel the happiness..
It's not about the money .. It's not about luxurious , it's not about hot good looking guy as your boy friend.
Even though it would be perfect if I had one :-p
But .. Simply because I make my self happy with my own way ..
There are so many ways to be happy even though you are alone and single ..
I can do what I wanted to do .. I feel free..
Freedom also a happiness
Cold beer make me happy enough
Listening to good music make me happy enough
Sunset , tea, movies, friends, and another simple things
Happiness it's not always about the big thing!
You could make the small things make you happy as well :)
And most of the free things .. It could make you happy
Hug, kiss, smile! It's free stuffs :)
It has no price tag !
I wanna keep feel this way !
Happy with I have have
From the small to the big things

If you're not happy today .. If you're not happy with your life ..
Find something to make your self feel happy
There are so many things to make you smile and feel happy .
If you can't found it! Create one!

Love your self , treat your self good with the good things, surrounded your self with positive vibes!
Don't let your eyes cried over something silly
Don't let's your ear hear over something nonsense! You don't have to care about bad thing that people talk about you !
Don't let your brain over thinking about something you don't know! You never know about the future !
It's only you who would create your brightly future!
Don't let your heart break!
Don't let any people break it! You have control what you have on you !
Tell your self!!
I AM HAPPY !!
Life is good!

Keep smiling happy people!!

Friday 14 March 2014

The time has come

I'm tired..
Even for crawling..
Moreover for walk or runs
The time has come that I should stop everything that I believed
Stop! Please..
I already learned a lot .. This time just too much!
The time has come that I can't take it anymore!
I just wanna stop.. Closed my eyes.. Stop trying, stop crying
Stop searching, stop bleeding!
Stop playing, stop flying
Start another thing
Start dreaming about something else
Don't care about the rest


Stop! please..
I learned tOo much from failures
I learned too much from pains
I learned too much from tears
I learned too much from mistakes

Too many times I fall and fell
Too many times I get up and stand up
Too many times I fix my broken wings to fly even higher
Too many times I picking up the shattered pieces of my broken heart
This is my last one..
If I tried yesterday..
It'd be my last try
If I'm crying today
It'd be my last cry
But if smile tomorrow
It'd be forever
I promise!!
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Saturday 1 February 2014

Delpierro laki - laki Ku

Badanmu sehat, kau tumbuh jadi anak yang besar dan kuat juga menggemaskan lagi pintar.
Semua games di tablet kamu lahap! Kamu selalu tertawa dan ceria walaupun ketika kamu sedang sakit.
Umurmu baru menginjak 4 tahun, tapi secara fisik kamu terlihat seperti 6 atau 7 tahun. Tak seperti anak- anak sebayamu
Ibu tau.. Ibu belum bisa memberikan segalanya, namun ibu akan selalu berusaha untuk memberimu segalanya
Ibu tau .. Ibu belum bisa selalu ada disisimu setiap waktunya, setiap detiknya
Namun kamu selalu ada dalam hati dan doa - doa juga harapan yang selalu terpanjat. Doa yg terbaik.
Ibu tau.. Ibu tidak seperti ibu yang lain yang memanjakan anaknya dengan pesta meriah atau kado mahal. Dan suatu saat nanti kamu pasti mengerti, mengapa ibu tidak melakukan itu untukmu, nak!
Kebersamaan kita akan selalu menjadi moment terbaik.
Kebersamaan kita akan selalu menjadi memori indah untuk dikenang
Kebersamaan yang kita miliki akan selalu terasa berharga dan tak ternilai.
You are my strength!
You are the reason why i keep fighting..
You are the reason i smile
You are the reason i survive to live
You are the reason i have dreams
You are the reason i will never give up
You are the reason i have hope

Nak...
Jalanmu masih panjang terbentang
Semoga kamu menjadi anak laki - laki yang kuat fisik juga mental
Anak laki - laki yang mencintai dan menghormati Ibu nya. Karena dengan begitu kamu juga akan selalu menghormati wanita.
Jangan sekali - sekali kamu menyakiti hati wanita Nak.. Jaga lah perasaan mereka.
Semoga kamu menjadi laki - laki yang bertanggung jawab atas apa yang kamu ucapakan dan yang kamu perbuat. Bicaralah lebih sedikit, bertindaklah lebih banyak. Karena perbuatan lebih bermakna dari sekedar kata - kata.. Sampai kapanpun itu
Nak, jadilah manusia jujur. Karena kemanapun kaki mu melangkah, kejujuran akan selalu menolongmu.
Nak, jadilah manusia yang rendah hati. Karena kemanapun kaki mu melangkah, kesombongan akan menenggelamkanmu
Nak, jadilah manusia yang dermawan. Karena semakin kamu banyak memberi, semakin banyak kamu menerima. Be a giver not a taker!
 Tak usah juga mengharap timbal balik atas kebaikan yang kamu tebar, karena Tuhan itu maha adil. apa yang kamu tabur itu juga yang akan kamu tuai.
Jika kamu besar nanti.. Berjalanlah keluar dari rumah.. Lihatlah dunia!
Kamu akan banyak belajar dari sana.
Bergaulah dengan orang di jalanan, kamu akan ditempa dengan keras di jalanan. Kamu akan tau dunia itu keras. Namun janganlah terbawa arusnya.. Tetaplah di jalanmu. Ambil yang baiknya buang yang jeleknya.
Bergaulah dengan kelas atas, kamu akan belajar bersikap baik atau kamu akan belajar bahwa sebagia. Dari mereka itu palsu! Di saat kamu di atas jangan lupa untuk melihat ke bawah.
Dan selalu ingat, uang tak bisa membeli segalanya. Apalagi kebahagiaan.
Carilah kebahagiaanmu yang hakiki.

Dan satu lagi Nak...
Selalu bersyukur dengan apa yang Tuhan berikan sekecil apapun itu.
Ingatlah selalu kepada - Nya
Penciptamu yang Maha Besar yang akan selalu membantu dalam segala hal.
Pembimbingmu ketika kamu ingin tau segala hal
Penunjuk jalan ketika kamu tersesat
Pengobat sakit mu ketika kamu sedang sedih dan terpuruk
Minta apapun pada-Nya
Dia akan memberikan. memang tak selamanya dia akan memberikan apa yang kamu mau, namun dia akan memberikan apa yang kamu butuhkan!

Ibu ingin kamu menjadi diri kamu
Bukan seorang manusia buatan yang selalu bilang iya untuk segala hal
Karena kamu harus belajar mengatakan TIDAK untuk apa yang kamu tidak inginkan

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang!

I love you with all my heart ❤



Sunday 26 January 2014

Case closed!

You really don’t know if that person loves you like the way you do. 
You don’t know your position in their heart.

You try to show that you love and you are serious with them but they’re pushing you away indirectly
and you don’t know why.

You try to care but all that means nothing to them.

You try to communicate to them but they shut you down.

Yeah, they no longer have your time and they lost your feelings. 

They are trying to show you that they’re no longer in love with you and you should move on.

I know you’re asking yourself that why they can’t openly tell you that they’re no longer in love with
you. But the thing is they feel ashamed of the lies and the fake promises they told you.

Now they have fear to look in to your eyes and elucidate everything to you. 

That’s why they are distancing themselves from you.

But my friend, you shouldn’t lose sleep and miss noshing food because of that one person. 

Just know that everything in life happens for a reason and life goes on.

Before we meet the right one we would met the wrong one
So, be strong and let them go. Try to live a new life now. . .


“If something was meant to be yours, even if it flies away and it disappears for many years, still it will return to you. Whatever is not meant to be yours, even if you cage it, it'll always escape your fold.”

What I'm trying to mean here is, if you’ve got someone that you adore so much, you have done all
your damnedest to make them understand that you are serious with them but still they're playing hard
to get.
Let them go and face the world. If they were meant to be yours, trust me they'll come back one day and you'll be the happiest person in this world.
So, don't stress too much, don't panic a lot and don't be under pressure. Just relax, pray to God
and watch the space. . . . .

( until now.. I'm still bad and not good enough on letting go!) 

Tuesday 14 January 2014

TO THOSE STILL IN LOVE WITH YOUR EX



Stop drowning your heart in more pain.
Your heartless Ex is obviously happier without you now. 
You don’t need to try over calling and texting him/her anymore.
Why crying over someone who played with your heart, body and wasted your time. 
No matter you cry, tears won’t bring that person back to your life. 
Come on dry your precious eyes because everything will be okay. 
He or she left, and without a word or without a sensible reason but life goes on.
You ex left you to give room for other serious people to treat you better. 
He or she left you with bittersweet memories but he or she gave you experience.
Breathe and let go...
Trying to talk to him or her,  trying to figure out where you went wrong and wasting even more time to check up on your ex won’t do you good.
Try as much as you can and let go. 
Though it hurts now and it will still hurt later, but stay strong and stay positive. 
Don’t quickly rush into a new relationship.
First  give yourself time, love yourself more than before and always get down to your kneels
and pray to God to help you find a new genuine person who will love you the way you are.
Don’t lose hope, don’t hate yourself.
You are so beautiful and handsome!
Just know that there many people out there heartbroken and lonely like you. 
They are also looking for you and they are praying to meet you one day one time. 
Don’t lose hope my dear friends,
someone will come into your life and will erase all those past hurting memories.
Someone will see value in you, 
someone will give you endless happiness, 
someone will make a family with you 
and someone...
will show you the true meaning of LOVE.
Trust me you will be fine. 
The best is not so far from YOU...
Via
candy

Monday 6 January 2014

And i know i fail again


I never knew that I could turn this pain
All the beautiful memory turns to grey
I even could write a song
For believe the strength for my own
I`ve never understand of how i feel
I need somebody there to hold my tears
Please help me I'm falling
And I Know that I can reach your hand

All my dreams turn to pain
Coz all the visions that I see is not for real
Hold my hands and help me stand
Coz all the dreams I`ve ever had is always fail
And I know I fail again

The feelings that I have could never changed
And the sorrow that I felt will never end
But I should keep on trying
Even more the strength for my own


Fail by Bening
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And i know i fail again!!
Gagal maniiiing!!
Sabar menanti! Wew!
Iraha? Duka!!!!

Colosseum Club


 
Do you know what is on picture? UFO? Or lighting  donuts? LOL!!
It is the lights... A lighting show from Colloseum Club Jakarta.. Which is really spectacular!! 
And i felt so amazed to saw that lighting show! 
Colosseum Club is actually the relocation of 1001 which is closed to years ago. And now 1001 Hotel is managed by the same group behind Alexis Hotel and Emporium spa. ( for you who have been to alexis must be know how 'Hot' inside ) lol .
1001 Hotel or Ex - K7 Located in Jakarta Old Town with Dutch-Colonial-Time Style of architecture outlook and minimalist interior. 
Colosseum is the finnest entertainment club in Jakarta. Opened about two months ago on November 2013. with the best lighting system in the world! Well, they claim it  is the best! more than Ibiza in Spain. Because the guy who made it is totally same guy! 





And they also claim, the best sound system in Asia.  Well, i saw it and i heard it! 
On saturday evening i was there, actually.. We were there. Me and my band. Orangepop.
We had 2 x 45 minutes show on that big awesome stage. Massive place ( around 3000 capacity ) one of the biggest place in Jakarta. 
Usually they have Indonesian artists performs every Saturday.  But last saturday they wanna make it 
different.  Thats why we were there.. And it was really great show! I really enjoyed the show. 
They love us.. I think.. Hahha
Thats why we get regular schedule. We will performs every Thursday and also some events, opening act of UNGU Band on 16th of January. And another one on last month. Feel excited.. But also would be tiring,, cuz have to go and back Bandung - Jakarta more often, which i hate it when they have a shitty traffic!! 
But im hoping this is a new gate for another opportunity. 

Finger crossed!! 

So guys.. If you are a clubbers, like to party, love trance or techno music, or wanna enjoy good live music, or just curious about that lighting show.. You should check this place out!
And for you who need accompany of beautiful hot girl.. They have some, and they have room with ' special ' channel!!! Lol

Colosseum Club 
1001 Hotel 
 Jl. Kunir No. 7

Jakarta 11110
Near kota station 


Wednesday 1 January 2014

Happy New Year 2014

I'm sitting at the waiting room at Djuanda International Airport Surabaya.
We are going back to Bandung after three months performed in Surabaya.
Fweeh finally! Bandung.. Here we come!! We're back! 

And last night it was our farewell party, and of course.. new year party! It was great party, with tears at the end of the night cuz we had to say good bye.

2013
I learned so many things from that year.. 
I learned from pain, from tears, from cries, from struggles, loss, and another things that made me down.
I also learned from joy, laughter, smile,  togetherness, love and another things that bring me up and made me fly.
I learned when i have to lost something precious.
I learned when i couldn't get what i want
I learned when people treated me like a shit
I learned when i have something that the other even hard to get it
I learned!! A lot! 

This things would be enough for me to be a better person on this year, on 2014.
Even though i couldn't get  all what i dream of on 2013. Not yet! Maybe on 2014?!
Or in another next year.. 
Well, i don't know!
But i know.. Im still here dreaming, put a hope, and sure that someday i can make all my dreams come true. For sure :)
I hope i can have 2014 as mine..
I know there would be challenges.. Hard situations, up and downs, another tears, complicated things, problems.but i am ready for that, and i will can get through out of it :) 
2014
I am ready to rock the world!!