Thursday 27 September 2012

i Smell something.. :)

September.. it will end soon.. October will replace it..

I'm still here in Middle east..
And soon..my age will increase.. and my life will be decrease
 I'm still in here.. living the life.. in progress, still learning,working, walking, sometime running, to work it out.. defeat the world, and hold it in hand.

 im still the same girl like many years ago , if its something change, just how my brain work, and the way it think.

Everybody changes.. from years to years.. age to age.. Me too.. maybe?..
But, i always same.. i always feel young :-p  i always feel that i am 23 years old..
thats why some people didnt expect my real age :-p

Anyway.. I just wanna write here.. to tell that my birthday will come soon.. but this time it probably different than my last birthday. or another birthdays i passed.
This time.. someone special will stand beside me, he will come only for me. Celebrate this special moment with me.
in a short word.. Excited!! i am..
Countdown began since 3 weeks ago actually.. lol
but now.. its really near.. feel like i already feel that he is here:p 14 hours to go.. then i will have him here..
i smell something like.. heaven :-p
even only for 10 days.. but .. he's here in my special day :)
So im gonna super busy on this 2 weeks.. hahhahha..

hmm.. btw.. Prepare my birthday gift ya.. ;)


Sunday 9 September 2012

Cerita tentang Dia

Bantal itu basah, tissue berserak di atas kasur. Entah rokok keberapa yang dia bakar, dan botol beer ke tiga yang dia tenggak sampai kering.
Matanya agak membengkak, basah air kepedihan. Air patah hati.
Di telinganya tertancap earphone memainkan lagu2 melow yang menambah deras laju air mata kepedihan.
Dia tidak pernah menyangka bahwa dia akan menangis lagi karena patah hati, karena mahluk menyeramkan dan beracun bernama Cinta!
Malam-malam sunyi tak bertepi, hari-hari temaram tanpa sinar matahari akan tiba dan dijalaninya dengan senyum. Dengan ketegaran. Walau lelah, namun dia akan tetap mencoba berjalan di atasnya.. Terkadang tertatih, pelan, kadang berlari, kadang lelah, berpeluh, namun dengan segenap keyakinan diri, bahwa dia akan sampai di tempat yang dituju. Berapa lama? Entah

dia terduduk..lemas.. Matanya sayu tanpa harapan dan semangat

Hey!! Bangun!!

Jalani hidupmu seperti sebelumnya..
Kamu mampu menjalani hidup mu.. Lihat ke belakang.. Sudah ratusan masalah yang kamu lalui.. Dan kamu tetap berdiri sampai disini..

Bangun!

Aku yakin kamu pasti tau apa yang harus kamu lakukan untuk mencapai kebahagiaan yang kamu impikan..
Kejar mimpimu!
Persetan dengan hal-hal atau pun orang yang senang melihat kamu terpuruk dan jatuh..

Jika kamu jatuh, bangun dan mulai lagi berjalan..
Kamu akan tetap sampai tujuan..
Dalam 1 menit, 2 jam atau pun 10 tahun lagi.. Namun yang pasti kamu akan sampai disana selama kamu masih mau berjalan!

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Sunday 2 September 2012

September

September 1st - 16.05 pm
The 1st day on September The 2nd day off for me.. At last i prefer to go somewhere to forget something on my mind.. Lucky that my friends from Dubai are here, invite me to go to Dubai.
At least i will have something to do.
September.. Bad start for me.. Early in the morning. It just tryin to fucked me.

Welcome September.. Bad start not always bad for the whole part
Finger crossed.. Wish me luck