Saturday 31 August 2013

Hardest day


Have you ever heard this song? Hardest day by The Coors ft Alezandro sanz
This is my favorite song.. It a bit sad song..
I used to play it often.. When i feel broken heart!
And yes! I will can not stop my tears while it played!

Like few moments ago.. I played this song a lot! Feel down, broken heart and sad!
But at those time.. I talked to my self.. I promised to my self..
This would be the last time that this song play as a soundtrack of my broken hearted!

Cuz.. After that i will just playing so many love songs..Romantic songs..
I wont closed my heart for new dream, new hope .. New love..
I know it would be not easy to found that one..
But for now...It's not about being in a relationship or being married.
It’s not about having a man by your side at all times. 
It’s not about commitments and promises.
It's all about feeling secure and sleeping peacefully at night without having the fear of losing what you've got. 
It’s all about feeling respected, understood and appreciated. 
It’s all about peace of mind. It’s all about the right person and the right time.

And often..  You fall in love with unexpected people at most unexpected time 

Its all about the time..
Im waiting ..
That day.. Its gonna be the hardest day to say goodbye.. But on the other day is gonna be a greatest day to say hello .. 
You are very welcome.. 


" Qualities"

Never miss a girl with the
following"Quali ties” ...

When she walks for miles to see you.

When she says “sorry” even though she
didn't do anything wrong.

When she cries because she still loves and
misses you.

When she still tries to get you back.

When she no matter how much you have
hurt her still loves you.

When she stops her argument with you to
save your relationship.

When she continuously makes you feel
special and tries to make you happy.


When she is upset but does not tell you as
she thinks she is annoying you.

When she wants to leave you because of
your rude behavior but she is not able
to do so.

Guys, don’t ever let her go, because you
may never find someone like that ever
again.
'n All girls, find someone special for whom
you can be like this


Just sharing!

Things Every Girl Wants but wont ask for

Friday 30 August 2013

The Angel Without Wings

your tiredness become my fatigue
Your happiness definitely my blissfulness 
We always share our destiny
Unless everytime you fall in love
This time i almost lost my strength 
To prove you there is a true love
Which is Always stay there faithfully, trusty 
Could not bear to leave you alone
Although you often have fun with your own world



Sometimes you could not see there is an angel
Wingless, not brilliant not even pretty
But you can please compete this Love
Even the angel know.. Who would be the champion! 

Your emptyness will not disappear in over night
But the chance for me that might be not perfect 
But always ready to get tested
I feel so confident, my love so true
I have a true love to give


Sometimes you could not see there is an angel
Wingless, not brilliant not even pretty
But you can please compete this Love
Even the angel know.. I will be the champion
I am the winner!










Thursday 29 August 2013

The Haunting Memories!



You said memories gonna fade away, but it'll never gone! I agree with that! It will never gone! And no fade away! It will remain! It will haunting you! 
cuz, every time, every second, every minutes, every day, every lil' things will remind you of me! 
when you wake up in the morning, wide awake all alone without me lying next to you. no warm good morning kiss, or no sweet text when you check your phone.
it wont stop there.. when you get up and take a hot shower, those bathroom will still remind you of me. how we make a lot of fun under the shower, no one to ask to pass your tooth brush with toothpaste on it when you forget to bring it with you to the shower. you wont wait in front of your shower glass door with towel in your hand to cover me who will say " I'm Cold! " after shower. you can't take your eyes out of me when i put my body cream all over my body.  starring at me, when i walk with my sexy underwear. 
The memories still continues..
when you step out of your bathroom, you get used to see a hot of coffee that made with love just ready on the table. even before, you get used to make it on your own, but you gonna miss 'that coffee'! then you walk to the balcony.Don't  say that balcony wont remind you of me, don't say that you don't remember a lot of things, so many conversations, we made. from smoke cigarettes, drinks, eats, cheesecake and MnM's, candle, cries, laugh, until love making. i'm sure that popped in your mind this morning, every morning. but i also know.. you denied it! you try to threw it away. no you can not! it will remains and haunting you as long as you still live there! Or maybe.. forever! 
It stop there? Nope! I don't think so! 
you will start your day with your daily works! You think it just the same, but no its not! Again you will remember about me, when you make another coffee with that mug! or when you open your drawer you will see those stupid but sweet notes from me! No more text to give you spirits for your work, or only short message that showing you my feeling, or just small kiss on text! Meaningless? No.. You gonna miss it!

and again.. That memories still following you when you finished all your work and go back to your room.
you gonna miss that big hugs and kisses welcoming you home. how i pulled you to bed and undress you and make passionates love making. 
After that you will have your dinner. Whatever kind of dinner it is, it remain you of me! Dinner on bed? Dinner at the balcony? Dinner at the fancy restaurant? Or just small restaurant? Still, no one will feed you with hand! Even when you will have dinner with another woman, you hope that women gonna feed you like i did. Will they do that? Maybe.. I hope so! 
When you go to hang out with your friends , or cowokers or what ever you named it, you will get dress. Blue And red boxer? Thats for sure remind you of me! And i know you like it! Black tshirts? I'm pretty sure, again, remind you of me! Cuz its only black tshirt you have! Oh no, there is another one with " work hard, play hard" on it. But you prefer it as a 'sleep dress' than to hang out! Lol
You gonna wear accessories on your hand.. Put your bracelets on! You could wear it all, but i know your favorite is those three braclets. Black, brown and black! Well.. Its good on you! 
Then you go to drink somewhere! Those cafe? Those bar? Or those bar in town? Still remind you of me! How we had fun together, got drunk, slow dance and sing together on that song, birthday surprise party, birthday gifts, champagne, wine, or beer! Its just the same! All just good memories will keep and stay and remain in your mind! 
Even when you walk to the beach, i still there walking beside you.. But just not hold your hand. When you watch that sunset, i still there sit down beside you on the sand, but not hug you. when you eat and drink those beer on can, i still there but not drink and eat with you. I still there, but only my shadow. Which is gonna hurt you lil bit, or maybe pain you a lot?! 
Then, when Sunday come.. You will stay on bed until the sun really up.. You will be lazy, but no morning glory! In real or imagination or fantasy! 
Another daily Sunday remain the same.. Coffee, shower, smoke time, lunch or dinner! Then Movie..
When you going to the cinema, you will order big portion of fish ball with chilli sauce and chicken nuggets. But i think you will cancel that fish balls.. Cuz you will eat it all alone! And you will sit on your seat without touching or holding and kissing someone beside you. You could be there with group of your friends, or maybe another woman. But, it wont be the same! 
I'm sure.. Cuz i know you so well! 
Well... I feel like i hurting my self right now to write this kind of things! 
If i want, i can keep write all the memories we made. From small things to a big things, from simple things to details! 
But, without i tell you here.. Its already there, stay in your mind! Only in your mind!
Its hard to forget someone who gave so many remember! Indeed! 
But i know i can do it! Remove it, cut it, paste here. I will just laughing at my self one day when i check it back and read it here. Cuz i probably  already forget about this memories when i read this story. and that time i probably think I'm crazy and stupid- i already think i am now. how fool i am. how silly i am. I Will just run away so faraway.. Leaving you with all those memories.. I will disapper physically.. But my shadow will remain! 
Brand new day will come soon.. 
I welcoming you with new hope.. Welcome... Happy life :) 

Why?

Dear Ladies

He isn't worth it. 

Why cry over him when he's out there smiling because of someone else? 
Why think about him when he's out there with another person occupying his mind? 
Why stress over him when he's out there with no worries about you? 
Why wait for him to hit you up when he's probably texting another girl at this moment? 
Why miss him when he's glad to be where he is with who he's right now? 
Why keep on trying to make things work with him when he's trying to chase someone else instead? Why keep showing him attention when his attention is on everything else but you? 
Why care about him when he doesn't even act like you matter to him? 
Why have feelings for him when he honestly feels nothing towards you?
 If you were worth it to him, he would fight for you. But does it even feel like you are?
 If not, then why are you still fighting? Stop fighting, & slowly start to let go.

Same Happens To Some Guys.. 

FOR THE BROKEN HEARTED


..........
I know how you feel. Empty,
betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh,
because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry,
because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is
falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is
going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever
end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels
impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they
have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the
confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people
who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like
you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just
going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to
where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got
over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't
help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are
there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep
you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to
them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't
know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so
you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling
starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right
there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly
start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who
see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and
so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And
in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any,
and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in
the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you
finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat
starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to
hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it
won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of
the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone
thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you
know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart
yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason
they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one
person could have caused all of this...




Things Every Girl Wants But Wont Ask for

Wednesday 28 August 2013

You are not alone

Right now, 
there are people all over the world who are just like you. 
They're either lonely or they're missing somebody. 
They are in love with someone they probably shouldn't be in love with. 
They have secrets you wouldn't believe. 
They wish and they dream and they hope, and they look out the window whenever they're in the car or on a bus or a train and they watch people on the streets and wonder what they've been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them.
 They're like you, and you could tell them everything and they would understand. 
And right now, they're sitting here reading these words,
 and They are writing this for you 
and me... share this things for you..so you don't feel alone anymore. 

The sources

10 LIES MOST GUYS TELL


1) "No, she's just a friend".
2) "She's like a sister to me".
3) "I would never yell at you".
4) "I won't ever hurt you".
5) "I would never cheat on you".
6) "I'll always be there for you".
7) "No, I wasn't looking at that girl".
"I'll never leave you".
9) "Oh, I'm just texting my boy".
10) "I love you".
(These things aren't always lies, but it's up to you whether you believe it or not.)


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One day you wake up from that sweet dreams

for you...
those who are just falling in love
and all the love birds out there. TAKE YOUR TIME TO READ IT ALL”
Sometimes it's very hard to tell one’s intentions towards you.

 Someone can come into life, they start talking to you day and night. They make you believe
and get used to them. They make you believe that they are different from the rest you have ever had. You start finding ways of making things happen. You totally get taken up by that person’s care and love. You start to lean on them and you find your life can't do without that person. You believe in
everything they tell you. You get down on your knees and thank God for sending you that HERO. You now ignore other people that are into you. You comfort that person. You be there for him/her. You trust them but then one day they wake up and they start hurting you without thinking twice.
They torture your feelings. They break your heart into pieces without thinking of what you have gone through with them. 

Seriously sometimes I wish there was a way one could identify the REAL SERIOUS PERSON.
 I wish that person could come with a LABEL on him or her. I wish there were fixed dates for one to know when he/ she will be but hurt, chucked and cheated on but no way to tell.
 Seriously some people are just tourists to our LIVES and HEARTS. They are never to stay forever.
They come with a packed mission and when it's done then they show you their true colours or they open up the hurting truth. Some people just enjoy hurting the other but why?
Why making someone love you yet you won't stay forever? 

Why make some give you his/her heart when you are to break it? 
Why make someone care about you yet you well know you will disappoint him/her? 
Why using someone for your own benefit? 
Why making someone cry yet you won't be there to rub his or her tears?
Why telling someone that I LOVE YOU yet you don’t mean it or yet you’re in
love with someone else? 

Why doing those dirty things behind someone you claim that you love and care about? 
Why not being contented with what you have?
Why flirting with other people yet you already have someone you love?

 Why some people don't fear to acquire viral diseases? 
Why wasting someone's time and energy yet you are to leave him or her?
 WHY WHY??? My friends be CAREFUL, be careful with your lives, be careful with your delicate
bodies, be careful with your delicate hearts, be extra careful with people who tell you that they "love you."
Many don't mean
 it. It's just a common word to them. It's just a word they tell to anyone who is
interested in them; it's just like a local song to many people. Stop wasting your TIME, ENERGY, FEELINGS & MONEY to people who aren't willing to waste theirs on you.  
When someone tells you that they love you take your time to tell them that you "love them too". 
Stop accepting people to blind you with that word. 
Take your time to decide as you are testing ones patience and seriousness. 
Never rush....!!!!!!!!!!!
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