FOR THE BROKEN HEARTED

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I know how you feel. Empty,
betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh,
because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry,
because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is
falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is
going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever
end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels
impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they
have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the
confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people
who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like
you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just
going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to
where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got
over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't
help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are
there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep
you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to
them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't
know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so
you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling
starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right
there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly
start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who
see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and
so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And
in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any,
and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in
the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you
finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat
starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to
hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it
won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of
the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone
thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you
know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart
yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason
they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one
person could have caused all of this...



Things Every Girl Wants But Wont Ask for