I've been really down , broken , psychically mentally sick and exhausted .
I'm riding a roller coaster of my emotions.
I've been feeling Ups and down for this past two months .
I'm acting like crazy .
I feel sad and lonely .
Most of my days are dark, cold and hungry.
My nights even rough, drunken and sleepless.
My eyes are watery without a shoulder to cry on . My mouth is dry without someone to rely on.
My head has too much to think about , my heart has too much to feel and my ears has too much to hear.
My right hand give a lot while my left hand get nothing .
My right foot want to walk to the future with full of hopes while my left foot just standing here and it could not even move .
My memories love someone too much, it keep calling the same person for 24/7
I keep holding on the rope that I have to let it go .
I keep holding it although my hands are hurting and bleeding .
Then ...
I touched my low, the lowest of me ..
and it said that I have to get up
and not giving up !
So then .. I stand up ....
see the world with my head up high
Then ... you learned so many things from your black dark times that you've been through.
Which one is the blessing friend.
and which one is the lesson friend .
Which one is your beginning and which one is your end.
Then you have to accept everything with your open hand .
I almost got betrayed by my hope
But all I know the only answer is Love ❤️
( Thanks to you who always be there for me no matter what 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 God Bless you !🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 )
Arheta - 14102016
I'm riding a roller coaster of my emotions.
I've been feeling Ups and down for this past two months .
I'm acting like crazy .
I feel sad and lonely .
Most of my days are dark, cold and hungry.
My nights even rough, drunken and sleepless.
My eyes are watery without a shoulder to cry on . My mouth is dry without someone to rely on.
My head has too much to think about , my heart has too much to feel and my ears has too much to hear.
My right hand give a lot while my left hand get nothing .
My right foot want to walk to the future with full of hopes while my left foot just standing here and it could not even move .
My memories love someone too much, it keep calling the same person for 24/7
I keep holding on the rope that I have to let it go .
I keep holding it although my hands are hurting and bleeding .
Then ...
I touched my low, the lowest of me ..
and it said that I have to get up
and not giving up !
So then .. I stand up ....
see the world with my head up high
Then ... you learned so many things from your black dark times that you've been through.
Which one is the blessing friend.
and which one is the lesson friend .
Which one is your beginning and which one is your end.
Then you have to accept everything with your open hand .
I almost got betrayed by my hope
But all I know the only answer is Love ❤️
( Thanks to you who always be there for me no matter what 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 God Bless you !🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 )
Arheta - 14102016
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