Banyak kejadian di bulan ini yang terlewatkan saya tulis.. mungkin bulan kemarin juga..
atau juga bulan sebelumnya.
saya masih di Abu dhabi.. Udara di UAE tampaknya mulai sangat bersahabat, mataharinya hangat dan anginnya sudah mulai sejuk. Musim dingin akan segera datang. Sayang, sepertinya saya tidak dapat menikmati sepenuhnya musim dingin di sini. Merasakan bagaimana dinginnya UAE. But, anyway.. i hate cold! so.. no regret :)
Pertanyaan nya.. mengapa saya tidak akan bisa menikmati musim dingin disini?
Ya! Saya akan segera meninggalkan Abu dhabi, meninggalkan drama yang ada di dalamnya, meninggalkan peraturan peraturan yang mengikat dan strictly.
Jika saya harus mengatakan saya bahagia disini atau merasa kerasan dan betah.. saya telah berbohong! ya i'm exciting to could found the new world and live on it.. but seriously.. i'm not happy. the only reason why i stay because of the money, and because i have a friend and not to be alone around the stranger in this new world!! I was alone when i just reached this country, after that i have a friend, as my roommate, as my friend to talk to, as a sister for share the food or just tea in the afternoon. A friend who could be as drunk as me.
but... you know what? they took it again from me!
Thats why i wrote there were to many story i missed to tell here.
Remember on a Hectic day i posted ,, after that day, i came back to Abu dhabi with my Friend, my new partner in Band.. Windy. In some days we adapted each other, and be a friend in any situation. And i also threw my selfishness, cos before i get used to live alone- to be a person who is able to share with other.
Sometimes we have quiet talk, or not talk each other, but we learned our self. Until we get used to be a real friend, or lets say.. as a family, as a sister.
Then last month, we heard some bad news! She had to leave, her contract was not extended! so she must leave on November. I feel bad about that, and i knew,she felt worst! But then the rumor was going so far and uncertain, from day to day it became different story. I just don't get it what the hell is going on inside this management! One day they said she might be stay, and another day she could be leave. But, at last she will leave anyway.
During this period of uncertainty , she tried to find another job with another bands, and i also help her to find one from my friend. Good news came.. To female singers needed for China gigs! I offer my self, and i challenge my self to get this opportunity. I wont tell here how we passed all the hectic days or situation we have until we got this job! just too much drama!
So in a short way, i can tell.. I've resigned from this job! and take another opportunity. I gave 30 days notification resignation letter on 16th of November. So, i will be free on November 15th. And going to China!!! uuh damn! another new world..
But, i'm not afraid.. Because of decision i took. It could be good or bad.. but at least.. i change something.
Ask yourself.. Are you Happy? if Yes : keep going.. if Not : Change something! and that what i did so far.
I am ready, and always ready for new challenges, new world, new possibilities, failure, fall. I will never get enough to catch my dream.. and if i fall i will never stop, to stand up and the run again :)
so now.. lets prepare all i need to be ready on time.. I will reach my goal.. as i believe!
China.. here i come!
atau juga bulan sebelumnya.
saya masih di Abu dhabi.. Udara di UAE tampaknya mulai sangat bersahabat, mataharinya hangat dan anginnya sudah mulai sejuk. Musim dingin akan segera datang. Sayang, sepertinya saya tidak dapat menikmati sepenuhnya musim dingin di sini. Merasakan bagaimana dinginnya UAE. But, anyway.. i hate cold! so.. no regret :)
Pertanyaan nya.. mengapa saya tidak akan bisa menikmati musim dingin disini?
Ya! Saya akan segera meninggalkan Abu dhabi, meninggalkan drama yang ada di dalamnya, meninggalkan peraturan peraturan yang mengikat dan strictly.
Jika saya harus mengatakan saya bahagia disini atau merasa kerasan dan betah.. saya telah berbohong! ya i'm exciting to could found the new world and live on it.. but seriously.. i'm not happy. the only reason why i stay because of the money, and because i have a friend and not to be alone around the stranger in this new world!! I was alone when i just reached this country, after that i have a friend, as my roommate, as my friend to talk to, as a sister for share the food or just tea in the afternoon. A friend who could be as drunk as me.
but... you know what? they took it again from me!
Thats why i wrote there were to many story i missed to tell here.
Remember on a Hectic day i posted ,, after that day, i came back to Abu dhabi with my Friend, my new partner in Band.. Windy. In some days we adapted each other, and be a friend in any situation. And i also threw my selfishness, cos before i get used to live alone- to be a person who is able to share with other.
Sometimes we have quiet talk, or not talk each other, but we learned our self. Until we get used to be a real friend, or lets say.. as a family, as a sister.
Then last month, we heard some bad news! She had to leave, her contract was not extended! so she must leave on November. I feel bad about that, and i knew,she felt worst! But then the rumor was going so far and uncertain, from day to day it became different story. I just don't get it what the hell is going on inside this management! One day they said she might be stay, and another day she could be leave. But, at last she will leave anyway.
During this period of uncertainty , she tried to find another job with another bands, and i also help her to find one from my friend. Good news came.. To female singers needed for China gigs! I offer my self, and i challenge my self to get this opportunity. I wont tell here how we passed all the hectic days or situation we have until we got this job! just too much drama!
So in a short way, i can tell.. I've resigned from this job! and take another opportunity. I gave 30 days notification resignation letter on 16th of November. So, i will be free on November 15th. And going to China!!! uuh damn! another new world..
But, i'm not afraid.. Because of decision i took. It could be good or bad.. but at least.. i change something.
Ask yourself.. Are you Happy? if Yes : keep going.. if Not : Change something! and that what i did so far.
I am ready, and always ready for new challenges, new world, new possibilities, failure, fall. I will never get enough to catch my dream.. and if i fall i will never stop, to stand up and the run again :)
so now.. lets prepare all i need to be ready on time.. I will reach my goal.. as i believe!
China.. here i come!
Jalan teruss..
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