Happy Anniversary

Musim dingin akan segera dimulai, atau mungkin ini adalah awal dari musim dingin. oouuuch!! I hate cold!!
Tahun lalu, hujan tak berhenti mengguyur kota Bandung sepanjang November. Dan itu membuat saya memutuskan untuk kabur dari derasnya hujan Bandung menuju matahari Bali. Yap! 1 tahun lalu saya mengunjungi Bali selama 2 minggu. Sebenarnya bukan sekedar Hujan atau Dingin yang membuat saya terbang ke Bali. Patah hati! itu alasan utamanya. Refresh! itu yang saya butuhkan pada saat itu.
Saya datang kesana tidak bermimpi atau berharap untuk bertemu seseorang yang lain yang bisa menyatukan kembali puing-puing hati yang tengah pecah dan berdarah. Yang tengah patah terbelah. Saya hanya ingin hangat, saya tak mau menggigil kedinginan. Saya hanya tak ingin terpuruk. dari gelap menuju terang. menyingkap mendung dengan sinar mentari.
Dan ya! Sunset pantai kuta dan double six membuat saya tenang, bergairah menjalani hidup, juga bersyukur atas nikmat-Nya.
Betapa indah cerita yang Tuhan tulis untuk jalan cerita hidup saya.
Setelah hujan Tuhan ciptakan pelangi.
Dipertemukanlah saya dengan seseorang yang sangat istimewa.
yang bisa membuat saya kembali bermimpi
yang bisa membuat saya kembali berharap
yang bisa mebuat saya kembali hidup
yang bisa membuat saya merasa berharga
membuat saya menjadi diri saya.
dan membuat saya menjadi saya yang seharusnya!
Dia susun kepingan-kepingan hati saya yang berserak satu persatu dengan kasih sayang dan rasa percaya! Dia tanam bibit cinta di dalamnya. Dia siram dengan segala perhatian juga kejujuran. Dan dia jaga dengan kesetiaan.
Dia tidak sempurna, begitupun saya. Namun kekosongan yang bisa saling terisi membuat kami memutuskan untuk meyakini mimpi dan harapan, bahwa suatu hari nanti mimpi dan asa akan terwujud nyata.
Bukan satu kali rasa pedas mencampuri manisnya gula, bukan juga satu kali cemburu menjadi bumbu. Beberapa kali amarah terpecah sehingga terlintas untuk menyerah. Kadang ketika marah, saya mengucap kata pisah!!
Jarak ribuan mil dapat memisahkan tubuh kami, raga kami namun tidak hati kami.
Perbedaan waktu, perbedaan warna kulit, perbedaan budaya, perbedaan bahasa, perbedaan suku bangsa, perbedaan agama, perbedaan pendapat, perbedaan pemikiran, perbedaan dalam segala hal. Tidak mebuat kami menghentikan langkah menuju Bahagia!
Kami menjadi pasangan bukan hanya karena banyak persamaan, namun juga karena banyaknya perbedaan.
tidak mudah menjalaninya..!
wajar jika saya merasa bangga dan bahagia, saat hari ini tiba!
karena perjalanan selama 12 bulan ini tak mudah..


I'm sorry if i always Hungry
I'm sorry when I'm Angry
I'm sorry when i feel Worry
I'm sorry i can't come early to your country
And
I'm sorry if you had got jealous with my Blackberry
But....
Thanks for loving me Extraordinary
Thanks for the gift with "battery"
Thanks for always be my baby, my only and my fairy
Thanks for all the best memory
and one more thing with ry...
I really would be happy.. if someday we get marry :-P

Happy anniversary!

Thanks - My baby

Begitu beruntungnya saya memiliki Dia .. Stephane! Pria berkebangsaan Perancis yang kini menjadi kekasih dan selalu menjadi penyemangat saya.
Tanggal 1 bulan Juni kemarin, dia sudah sampai di Abu Dhabi. Sendirian tentunya tanpa saya. Akhirnya setelah dia berbicara dengan bos baru saya di Band, dia memutuskan untuk memebelikan tiket kepergian saya ke Abu Dhabi. Yang nantinya akan diganti oleh pihak perusahaan seminggu kemudian.
tanggal 2 siang dia mengabarkan kepada saya, bahwa dia akan booking tiket Qatar Airways untuk saya
"just be ready baby, you'll be here soon!" itu yang dia katakan. Bahagia campur gugup perasaan saya waktu itu. Saya harus transit di Doha. Memikirkan perjalan terlama saya berada di pesawat, juga memikirkan bagaimana bentuk dan rupa airport Doha itu seperti apa, apa yang harus saya lakukan disana dan hal lainnya yang muncul dalam pikiran saya. But, again! he always make me strong and think with the positive way ;)
Karena suatu hal dia tidak bisa booking online tiket pesawat, dan dia menyarankan saya untuk booking tiket online dengan kartu kredit kepunyaan dia. Dan, masalah lain pun muncul, di web pesawat, jika booking tiket online dengan kartu kredit, maka si pemegang kartu harus menjadi salah satu penumpang, atau jika tidak,harus menunjukan kartu pada saat check in nanti. huuh! bagaimana ini??? saya mencoba tanya teman saya Mbah Google, dan memang ya, sebagian besar mengatakan saya harus menunjukan kartu tersebut di saat check in nanti. Akhirnya dia memutuskan untuk membeli tiket tersebut langsung ke kantor Qatar. Tapi karena di Abu dhabi pada hari Sabtu kantor tutup, maka dia memutuskan untuk ke Airport. Ugh! lagi, dia melakukan sesuatu untuk saya.
Kurang lebih 1 jam saya menerima e-ticket di email saya. Yaaaiy.. saya hampir meloncat membacanya. Kemudian dia menelepon saya untuk memastikan jika saya menerima tiket tersebut.
Qatar airways Jakarta - Abudhabi (transit Doha) / Sunday, June 3, 2012/ 5:40 pm
Pffuuh...!! lega rasanya.. akhirnya saya bisa bertemu dengan dia, setelah beberapa bulan hanya melihat dan bicara lewat Skype. Disamping itu juga dia akan berada di sana menemani saya di awal-awal saya bekerja, yang saya prediksikan akan tidak mudah. dan memang Benar! sangat tidak mudah. Dan dia selalu berhasil membangun kembali semangat saya, dan maju terus pantang menyerah!
Dan itu dalah salah satu alasan kenapa saya sangat beruntung memiliki dia, dan mengapa saya tidak ingin kehilangan dia!

Thanks baby.. that you always be there for me. In good or bad. happy and sad. Near or faraway.. but you always be there to support me.. give me hope, together through the days which have never easy for us.
I'll be fine here.. as long as i have you..
and we'll be fine .. as long as we have the same dream, as long as we walk on the same line... Future!

Je T'aime

Je t'aime beaucoup SR

3.22 am
I haven't sleep yet..
I just finished the 3rd movies I watched.
Laying on my bed, smoke cigarette and writing this while thinking of someone..
The tone for whatsapp ringing.. More than once ot twice.. Its mean.. Pictures time..;) he will send the pictures he took this evening at his sister's house..
Gonna check it out for a second ;)
Hold on!

Yes! They are!
Some pictures of him, with his family :)


Its always good, to lay down, and thinking of someone you love, your head playing some moments you had before, makes you smile alone, and then thinking about the moments that you will have in couple of weeks, or in some next months.
Not always smile and laugh, stupid angry in lil' fight also playing in your head. How you learn from the mistakes ,try no to repeat the same next time.

The way how to share, communicate, trust, show the love, make efforts, hug and kissing, get desire, have some fun, and another couple's activities in a long distances relationship, are not that easy to do.
But, we always try to do the best to work it out..
We believe in us that we could make it

And in fact.. I still have the feeling and desire same as the first time.. The first time when I met him,first time when I fall in, the first time when I like his eyes, the first time when I love his personality.. And the first time when he showed me something to prove.

And today.. It tell me more.. It makes me more.. More trust.. And believe..
I really trust how precious he is.. How great he is.. And how strong his feeling for me
I just want to keep something precious what I have right now
I'm so grateful to have something great that we can't buy with any currency
I'll walk on this line.. As long as he always hold my hand on the same line
I'll keep writing the story, as long as we stay in the same page
Thank you..
That I have something magical, wonderful, precious and great in my life..
This something what I called.. LOVE
Thank you for loving me 'SR'
Je t'aime beaucoup mon bebe..
Tu me manque.. je m'ennuie sans toi..
;)
Bonne nuit
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Let me cry

Can I let myself for crying tonight?
Would you like to let me crying tonight?
Just for tonight..
And I wish there will be no other night with tears
There will be long lonely night
Another lonely night
But I wanna get through it without any tears

Would you like to let me crying tonight
Just for tonight
To feel a bitterness to know that I can have you for all the rest of my life
To be hurt that to know that I can't make it right with you
To push my self walking, and leave you behind to make you more happier without me

Let me cry tonight..
Just for tonight
To know that I must wake up
And pack all my dream
Buried it deep down in the ground
To release it
And let it fly to another hand

Let me cry tonight
Just for tonight..
And I'll be all right
In my other lonely night


Arheta - :)


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Would you be mine, April?

The biggest fans of this Blog already said.. I miss your Blog!! :p
lol, Yeah.. its already one week that i dont put any word here.. and
 OOopps..!! its April!!
Welcome!!!! :p


Its not because i dont have a good moment to share, i always want to write something here, but sometimes my head is stuck! my hand wanna write it, but my brain dont have any idea ;0

My life.. everyday are shiny.. like the sun shine.. even though now Bandung dont have any sun.. almost all days.. raining!! so, what i want to do just stay on my bed and being lazy :p Just wanna stay at home, watch movies, play my games, and seeing him on skype : yahuiii :p
But of course.. life will not always taste sweet.. sometimes its spicy, sour or bitter. but thats how life's goes on. it could be boring when its always good, and will be not fair when always bad. life is like a wheel.. its up and down, its spinning :) its depend how you deal with it and live it. it would be different. 
im being a chilli sometimes, but i can be a orange in the other day, or sometimes candy. just sweet :)
im a human tho :p i cant be perfect! but.. i love everything about my self, family and my dearest friend and truly appreciate everything i have..( including my bf :p) #Thanks for always understand me ;)

My Love life ..
That one of the reason why my life is always shiny..
He makes my life complete, even that he's faraway but he always be there for me. or we fight sometimes, it didn't make the feeling about him change.
We make dreams together, we make plans , we put hope, we trust on us, we fight for it, we enjoying our times together.
He loves me the way i am, me either.
i wish it'll not change.. if it change.. for more better.

My Job..
Actually not in really good shape.. i mean.. it stuck cos of too long stay in this condition. Even this band have regular schedule, but still, we need more. I mean to go on tour. So, its all about material condition.
and cos of this reason, some member need it and try to find the other job or another opportunity. Like mine take another chances. its not about loyalty, but when its talk about 'stomach' it'll complicated. The vision and mission becomes to be not in line. My keyboardist decided to left, to help the other band on tour. i will not blame him, he need it as me..
i also will take the other chance.. its on work.. i just need to wait what and how it could be..


I still have the same wish..
new month will be more better than last month
so, start from April it could be mine .. all the rest of the months on this year orr.. All years :p
just.. be more nice than before ;)

Welcome ;)

i Closed my eyes

Hari ini aku berdoa..
Tuhan..
Teguhkan hatiku .. Untuk tetap memilih Dia..
Teguhkan hatiku..  Untuk menjaga Rasa yang aku punya

aku ingin menjadi yang terakhir untuk dia
dan,
aku ingin dia menjadi yang terakhir untukku


jadikan kami  pasangan yang berjodoh
jadikan hubungan kami kokoh

aku ingin selalu berbagi
tanpa meminta namun selalu memberi
aku ingin mencintainya dengan tulus
aku tidak ingin kehilangan dia

aku ingin.. menghabiskan masa tua ku
Dengan Dia

amin

With your (+) and your (-)

One day without hear your voice,
like the day without any sun
Two days without see your face,
like the night with no star
and three days without seeing your smile and hear your laugh,
like a Rainbow with no color

L ; /ɛl/... O ; /oʊ/... Vee: /viː/... E: /iː/

Have you ever wondered what LOVE is?
Do you ever say it but you never know what the real meaning?
Do you ever feel like shaking when saying the word?

H A P P Y

I fall, I rise, I live, I learn
I make mistakes
I've been hurt but I'm alive
I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful

This ain't A sad Song

Ten days are the long days.. Ten days were the short days..
Share the good moment, share a bad one.
im not used to have someone on my bed
24 hours live together
7 days a week make so many things together
small fight and big laugh

Same Monday, Different One

Today i went to dentist , another part of my dental care.. finally.. some of my left teeth already patched.. next week would be another tooth :p

And i also made rehearsed with my band.. Orange pop. New spirit.. cos' there is a new male singer joined. Ha!!! so i dont have to learn any rap song :p.. yeaah!! we learned Dangdut songs..hahaha.. for some event around JaBodeTaBek ( Jakarta, Bogor, Tangerang, Bekasi) And it will start on February 11th..

And... Today is a shiny day.. like my feeling, my heart.. Blooming..hahahha...
Why? what happen with my feeling?with my heart? mmmm... Because my new hope and my dream will come soon.. yipppieeeeeeeee!!! i can't wait :dancing:



I put a trust, i put a hope, i put a dream
i have commitment with my self that i'm gonna stay.. to make it work.. keep survive..
Love will find the way..
and im on my way to my happiness to find the true one!
I'm sure... the time will come!!
Soon... very soon...

UNTUK PANGERAN KECILKU

Aldrian Delpiero
Hari ini, Genap 2 tahun sudah usia mu nak. waktu yang tidak sebentar. Walaupun setengah nya dari waktu mu tak banyak aku berada disampingmu.
Dulu kau di gendonganku, dulu kau kupeluk, dulu kau kucium, dulu kau kususui.
aku meyaksikan mu, menangis, tertawa, belajar tengkurap, merangkak, berdiri, berjalan setapak demi setapak. Dan kini kamu sudah bisa berjalan dan berlari. bahkan kamu sudah bisa bicara :)

I just wanna say I LOVE YOU

i will post nice song... and the lyrics sooooo difficult to learn :p

check it out!!!!! :)))))


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I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! :P ;)

Without You

Waktu menunjukan jam 21.34
Seperti biasanya aku terduduk di atas karpet di depan meja dimana aku dapat menghabiskan waktu berjam-jam tanpa beranjak dari kamarku. asal si putih bersamaku dan tentunya koneksi internet.
Telingaku tak lepas dari headset.. mendengarkan 2 lagu yang ku repeat.. terus berulang-ulang.. kenapa?
karena besok waktunya latihan .. ngulik ngulik...!
1 lagu terbarunya Rihanna yang lagi ngehits saat ini, nomor 1 di music chart TOP 100 - nya Billboard.. 'We Found Love' dan 1 lagu lainnya lagu dari David Guetta feat Usher, ' Without You'..