Let me cry

Can I let myself for crying tonight?
Would you like to let me crying tonight?
Just for tonight..
And I wish there will be no other night with tears
There will be long lonely night
Another lonely night
But I wanna get through it without any tears

Would you like to let me crying tonight
Just for tonight
To feel a bitterness to know that I can have you for all the rest of my life
To be hurt that to know that I can't make it right with you
To push my self walking, and leave you behind to make you more happier without me

Let me cry tonight..
Just for tonight
To know that I must wake up
And pack all my dream
Buried it deep down in the ground
To release it
And let it fly to another hand

Let me cry tonight
Just for tonight..
And I'll be all right
In my other lonely night


Arheta - :)


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Have you ever wondered what LOVE is?
Do you ever say it but you never know what the real meaning?
Do you ever feel like shaking when saying the word?

This ain't A sad Song

Ten days are the long days.. Ten days were the short days..
Share the good moment, share a bad one.
im not used to have someone on my bed
24 hours live together
7 days a week make so many things together
small fight and big laugh

No Idea *+5&*#@+*(&^%!?@

The first weekend in 2012.. Quiet Friday for me.. i have a terrible hang over.. fwuuuh!! bad headache when i got up.. but i still can cleaned my room then took a shower.. i ate.. but still hungry.. !! and i'm a lazy girl.. even to kick my own ass to get some food..

Whats on my mind right now... i dont have any idea..
i always feel alone  like another nights had passed.. but not in this last month.. then tonight.. that feeling is just come up, show up!.. i don't know why.. maybe because i' miss someone so bad..
 i try so hard to control and manage my feeling for someone.. when its too much.. i'll get pain more.. hurt more
when we lose that someone.. but i will think positively about this :)


i know that he know what my feeling right now..
hey, you...

I know you through the soul, not through the eyes.
I make you a lover through the heart

I do not know
how you think about me?
how i am in your point of view?
that i deserve to be in your life?

but all I know
even though with all my limitations
my imperfections

I wrote your name in my heart
since our first met
and never be replace
moreover erase!!

You know how and what i feel for you.. Don't you? ;)


hahaha... bad effect of terrible drunk.. bad hangover-day!!
lets just through the night.. the lonely night with... PLAYING GAMES...!! hehe.. dirty mind???!!
i mean playing game on facebook...

*Alcohol is work better than lie detector* ;)

Something like Heaven

Do you ever feel like flying when you meet someone?
You feel reaction in your stomach
You feel warm in your heart
You feel fire that exploded in your chest
You see a real dream
You like seeing a rainbow

Get up and Survive

The time will come when we have to stop loving someone, not because that person, stop to love us, but because we realize that people would be more blessed when we're letting them go.
Sometimes people we love the most, is the person who hurt us most
God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes Them from your life for a better reason

Although the most painful thing is when we should pretending not in love with the person we loves so much

if we allowed to choose, we would prefer of never met and knew someone rather than have to forget about

However, in life .. we will meet two special people ..
The first: is someone who is trying to change the way you see yourself and your world
The second: is someone who can make you believe in yourself again, after you lose the first

Letting go does not mean giving up, but rather to recognize and accept that there are things that can not be enforced .. just keep move on ..

Get up and survive

Night all.. i really need to shut down :)

'i miss you'

I searched and Waited for so long
The shadows of you in the edge of twilight
The sun burns my longing
 i'm flying.. flying so high

with cloud walk through the walls of time
I was lying and close my eyes
In my heart I call your name
I hope you hear me and feel it

The tremble of my heart thirst so long for your caresses
Like the first time
The first time you folded my arms and and kissed my lips
And you whispered this words  'I love you'

My sweat pouring
feel and sense of your touch
the deepest feeling i ever felt
You've take and got everything i have
Everything i have

heart

have you ever thought about women hearts? have you ever care about it? can you imagine how fragile and soft. but can be so hard, tough and harsh when it have been broken once.
when guys you says that you will take care of their heart, then give it back broken, it just give the scars on it. but the women just forgive but wouldn't forget. but what the stupid thing that women do is, gives  men the other chances. give up and melting of seduction, even that they know it so much fake in it, and bullshit on it.