Thanks - My baby

Begitu beruntungnya saya memiliki Dia .. Stephane! Pria berkebangsaan Perancis yang kini menjadi kekasih dan selalu menjadi penyemangat saya.
Tanggal 1 bulan Juni kemarin, dia sudah sampai di Abu Dhabi. Sendirian tentunya tanpa saya. Akhirnya setelah dia berbicara dengan bos baru saya di Band, dia memutuskan untuk memebelikan tiket kepergian saya ke Abu Dhabi. Yang nantinya akan diganti oleh pihak perusahaan seminggu kemudian.
tanggal 2 siang dia mengabarkan kepada saya, bahwa dia akan booking tiket Qatar Airways untuk saya
"just be ready baby, you'll be here soon!" itu yang dia katakan. Bahagia campur gugup perasaan saya waktu itu. Saya harus transit di Doha. Memikirkan perjalan terlama saya berada di pesawat, juga memikirkan bagaimana bentuk dan rupa airport Doha itu seperti apa, apa yang harus saya lakukan disana dan hal lainnya yang muncul dalam pikiran saya. But, again! he always make me strong and think with the positive way ;)
Karena suatu hal dia tidak bisa booking online tiket pesawat, dan dia menyarankan saya untuk booking tiket online dengan kartu kredit kepunyaan dia. Dan, masalah lain pun muncul, di web pesawat, jika booking tiket online dengan kartu kredit, maka si pemegang kartu harus menjadi salah satu penumpang, atau jika tidak,harus menunjukan kartu pada saat check in nanti. huuh! bagaimana ini??? saya mencoba tanya teman saya Mbah Google, dan memang ya, sebagian besar mengatakan saya harus menunjukan kartu tersebut di saat check in nanti. Akhirnya dia memutuskan untuk membeli tiket tersebut langsung ke kantor Qatar. Tapi karena di Abu dhabi pada hari Sabtu kantor tutup, maka dia memutuskan untuk ke Airport. Ugh! lagi, dia melakukan sesuatu untuk saya.
Kurang lebih 1 jam saya menerima e-ticket di email saya. Yaaaiy.. saya hampir meloncat membacanya. Kemudian dia menelepon saya untuk memastikan jika saya menerima tiket tersebut.
Qatar airways Jakarta - Abudhabi (transit Doha) / Sunday, June 3, 2012/ 5:40 pm
Pffuuh...!! lega rasanya.. akhirnya saya bisa bertemu dengan dia, setelah beberapa bulan hanya melihat dan bicara lewat Skype. Disamping itu juga dia akan berada di sana menemani saya di awal-awal saya bekerja, yang saya prediksikan akan tidak mudah. dan memang Benar! sangat tidak mudah. Dan dia selalu berhasil membangun kembali semangat saya, dan maju terus pantang menyerah!
Dan itu dalah salah satu alasan kenapa saya sangat beruntung memiliki dia, dan mengapa saya tidak ingin kehilangan dia!

Thanks baby.. that you always be there for me. In good or bad. happy and sad. Near or faraway.. but you always be there to support me.. give me hope, together through the days which have never easy for us.
I'll be fine here.. as long as i have you..
and we'll be fine .. as long as we have the same dream, as long as we walk on the same line... Future!

Je T'aime

Je t'aime beaucoup SR

3.22 am
I haven't sleep yet..
I just finished the 3rd movies I watched.
Laying on my bed, smoke cigarette and writing this while thinking of someone..
The tone for whatsapp ringing.. More than once ot twice.. Its mean.. Pictures time..;) he will send the pictures he took this evening at his sister's house..
Gonna check it out for a second ;)
Hold on!

Yes! They are!
Some pictures of him, with his family :)


Its always good, to lay down, and thinking of someone you love, your head playing some moments you had before, makes you smile alone, and then thinking about the moments that you will have in couple of weeks, or in some next months.
Not always smile and laugh, stupid angry in lil' fight also playing in your head. How you learn from the mistakes ,try no to repeat the same next time.

The way how to share, communicate, trust, show the love, make efforts, hug and kissing, get desire, have some fun, and another couple's activities in a long distances relationship, are not that easy to do.
But, we always try to do the best to work it out..
We believe in us that we could make it

And in fact.. I still have the feeling and desire same as the first time.. The first time when I met him,first time when I fall in, the first time when I like his eyes, the first time when I love his personality.. And the first time when he showed me something to prove.

And today.. It tell me more.. It makes me more.. More trust.. And believe..
I really trust how precious he is.. How great he is.. And how strong his feeling for me
I just want to keep something precious what I have right now
I'm so grateful to have something great that we can't buy with any currency
I'll walk on this line.. As long as he always hold my hand on the same line
I'll keep writing the story, as long as we stay in the same page
Thank you..
That I have something magical, wonderful, precious and great in my life..
This something what I called.. LOVE
Thank you for loving me 'SR'
Je t'aime beaucoup mon bebe..
Tu me manque.. je m'ennuie sans toi..
;)
Bonne nuit
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i Closed my eyes

Hari ini aku berdoa..
Tuhan..
Teguhkan hatiku .. Untuk tetap memilih Dia..
Teguhkan hatiku..  Untuk menjaga Rasa yang aku punya

aku ingin menjadi yang terakhir untuk dia
dan,
aku ingin dia menjadi yang terakhir untukku


jadikan kami  pasangan yang berjodoh
jadikan hubungan kami kokoh

aku ingin selalu berbagi
tanpa meminta namun selalu memberi
aku ingin mencintainya dengan tulus
aku tidak ingin kehilangan dia

aku ingin.. menghabiskan masa tua ku
Dengan Dia

amin

With your (+) and your (-)

One day without hear your voice,
like the day without any sun
Two days without see your face,
like the night with no star
and three days without seeing your smile and hear your laugh,
like a Rainbow with no color

H A P P Y

I fall, I rise, I live, I learn
I make mistakes
I've been hurt but I'm alive
I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful

This ain't A sad Song

Ten days are the long days.. Ten days were the short days..
Share the good moment, share a bad one.
im not used to have someone on my bed
24 hours live together
7 days a week make so many things together
small fight and big laugh

No Idea *+5&*#@+*(&^%!?@

The first weekend in 2012.. Quiet Friday for me.. i have a terrible hang over.. fwuuuh!! bad headache when i got up.. but i still can cleaned my room then took a shower.. i ate.. but still hungry.. !! and i'm a lazy girl.. even to kick my own ass to get some food..

Whats on my mind right now... i dont have any idea..
i always feel alone  like another nights had passed.. but not in this last month.. then tonight.. that feeling is just come up, show up!.. i don't know why.. maybe because i' miss someone so bad..
 i try so hard to control and manage my feeling for someone.. when its too much.. i'll get pain more.. hurt more
when we lose that someone.. but i will think positively about this :)


i know that he know what my feeling right now..
hey, you...

I know you through the soul, not through the eyes.
I make you a lover through the heart

I do not know
how you think about me?
how i am in your point of view?
that i deserve to be in your life?

but all I know
even though with all my limitations
my imperfections

I wrote your name in my heart
since our first met
and never be replace
moreover erase!!

You know how and what i feel for you.. Don't you? ;)


hahaha... bad effect of terrible drunk.. bad hangover-day!!
lets just through the night.. the lonely night with... PLAYING GAMES...!! hehe.. dirty mind???!!
i mean playing game on facebook...

*Alcohol is work better than lie detector* ;)

"If you do not have what you like, then love what you have today"

• When you want to let someone go.. remember  the time you want to get it
• When you begin not love him/her ... remember the first time you fell in love with him/her
• When you begin to get bored with him/her ... always remember the beautiful moment you have with him/her
• When you want to cheat him/her ... imagine if he/she is always loyal to you
• When you want to lie to him/her ... remember when he/she honest with you
• Then you would feel the meaning of him/her for you
When he/she was no longer on your side,
You just realized that he/she really mean for you

Something like Heaven

Do you ever feel like flying when you meet someone?
You feel reaction in your stomach
You feel warm in your heart
You feel fire that exploded in your chest
You see a real dream
You like seeing a rainbow

22 November 2011

Akhirnya hari ini datang juga.. 22 November 2011
datangnya hari yang sama sekali tak bisa kuhindari

are YOU the one for me?

Saya bukan orang suci, dan saya juga bukan orang yang jahat. im not too good, but i'm not that bad!
 i can't be a good enough for everybody, but i'll always be the best for the one who deserves me the most.
Im not perfect! and i don't live to be. but, before you guys judge me, make sure your hands are clean :)
i'm same with the other women, the other girls whose expect the best for a better life. who want a happiness, want a good guy, want a nice and sweet man. Which women don't want that in their life?

#4WL

If u still have dreams with me, let's make it together. .Not only U or Me.. But U and me.. We, US! - arheta#4WL