1. Stop spending time with the wrong
people
2. Stop running from your problems.
3. Stop lying to yourself
4. Stop putting your own needs on the
back burner.
5. Stop trying to be someone you're
not.
6. Stop being ungrateful.
7. Stop focusing on what you don't
want to happen.
8. Stop trying to hold onto the past.
9. Stop worrying so much.
10. Stop being scared to make a mistake.
11. Stop berating yourself for old
mistakes
12. Stop trying to buy happiness.
13. Stop trying to be everything to
everyone.
14. Stop exclusively looking to
others for happiness.
15. Stop being idle.
16. Stop thinking you are not ready.
17. Stop getting involved in
relationships for the wrong reasons.
18. Stop rejecting new relationships
just because old ones didn't work.
19. Stop trying to compete against
everyone else.
20. Stop being jealous of others.
21. Stop complaining and feeling
sorry for yourself.
22. Stop holding grudges.
23. Stop letting others bring you
down to their level.
24. Stop wasting time explaining
yourself to others.
25. Stop doing the same things over
and over without taking a break.
26. Stop overlooking the beauty of
small moments.
27. Stop trying to make things
perfect.
28. Stop following the path of least
resistance.
29. Stop acting like everything is
fine if it isn't.
30. Stop blaming others for your
troubles.
31. Stop dis respecting your parents
and elders.
32. Stop cheating your neighbor
33. Stop backbiting, lies, fornication
and adultery
34. Stop doing anything negative and
unpleasant.
35. Stop following the path of Devil
Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®
Tuesday, 12 November 2013
Sunday, 20 October 2013
ADVICES
1. Guys love to marry an Independent and Matured lady... So instead of sitting there and waiting to be
bluffed by a guy, focus on getting a career that would take you out of the house wife category...
2. Never let the sweet talks of guys deceive you, most
times they just want to go between your legs and run off thereafter.
3. Remove the mentality from your mind that guys
will keep springing up to approach you. The older
you get by the day, the less toasters you will have.
4. Playing 'too' hard to get is the worst thing you should ever start, remember, Nothing lasts forever. If
you still doubt, check out the number of matured
single ladies looking up to GOD FOR A MIRACLE.
5. Never extort things from a guy you don't love,
guys always have ways of paying a girl back, either
through their FRIENDS or total 'PAID' STRANGERS....BE CAREFUL.
6. Never be deceived you can trap a guy through sex. A man will also return to his wife who sex starves him for years once he loves and trust her. You
can never win a man over with your body.
7. If all you take to the relationship is the mind set to
EXTRACT MONEY from him, don't complain if all he ask from you is your body. He has seen you have nothing else to offer...
8. Don't be fooled when Guys tell you they have never met a prettier girl, they will say that same thing
to an 80 year old woman they want to get intimate with.
9. A guy always taking you to the SILVER-BIRD, FAST
FOOD (pizza in or galitos), MALL AND EVENTS AT
CONFERENCE CENTER /NATIONAL THEATRE is no sign
that he loves you, if he doesn't care to ask and PLAN
YOUR FUTURE TOGETHER then you are just his 'SOCIAL
MATE' and nothing else....
10. If the only time he invites you over is when he needs to cook, clean the house and do his laundry,
then just know you are his "executive house help".
11. If he avoids meeting your family and close friends
then it is an obvious sign he is just playing games
with you.
12. Don't always change the tv station from NTV to
CHANNEL O, MTV and Fashion TV. Take time to find
out what is bothering him and how you can help out.
13. If the only places he doesn't frown when you
enter are his bedroom and kitchen then know you aren't welcome (only being used). Have you noticed that most of the ladies that end up
being emotionally abused are the ones at the receiving end...Always with open arms, requesting
for something and ready to receive... The more you widen your arms, the more he widens
your legs... A grown up guy who gives the excuse about his parents being wild when he brings female visitors to
the house is a sign that HE HAS A SERIOUS GIRL AND HAS INTRODUCED HER TO
HIS PARENTS ALREADY... ADVISE YOURSELF...
FINALLY, I ALWAYS SAY THIS AND WILL REPEAT IT AGAIN... It's better to be sitting in a taxi smiling happily than to be in your husband's fresh air conditioned BMW x6 with bruised eyes wearing a
fresh Gucci shades along side a Burberry scarf.... JUST REMEMBER, THAT DATING A RICH MAN DOESN'T
GUARANTEE HAPPINESS IN MARRIAGE... MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING.....MAKING RIGHT CHOICES IN LIFE IS
WHAT MATTERS MOST...
Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®
bluffed by a guy, focus on getting a career that would take you out of the house wife category...
2. Never let the sweet talks of guys deceive you, most
times they just want to go between your legs and run off thereafter.
3. Remove the mentality from your mind that guys
will keep springing up to approach you. The older
you get by the day, the less toasters you will have.
4. Playing 'too' hard to get is the worst thing you should ever start, remember, Nothing lasts forever. If
you still doubt, check out the number of matured
single ladies looking up to GOD FOR A MIRACLE.
5. Never extort things from a guy you don't love,
guys always have ways of paying a girl back, either
through their FRIENDS or total 'PAID' STRANGERS....BE CAREFUL.
6. Never be deceived you can trap a guy through sex. A man will also return to his wife who sex starves him for years once he loves and trust her. You
can never win a man over with your body.
7. If all you take to the relationship is the mind set to
EXTRACT MONEY from him, don't complain if all he ask from you is your body. He has seen you have nothing else to offer...
8. Don't be fooled when Guys tell you they have never met a prettier girl, they will say that same thing
to an 80 year old woman they want to get intimate with.
9. A guy always taking you to the SILVER-BIRD, FAST
FOOD (pizza in or galitos), MALL AND EVENTS AT
CONFERENCE CENTER /NATIONAL THEATRE is no sign
that he loves you, if he doesn't care to ask and PLAN
YOUR FUTURE TOGETHER then you are just his 'SOCIAL
MATE' and nothing else....
10. If the only time he invites you over is when he needs to cook, clean the house and do his laundry,
then just know you are his "executive house help".
11. If he avoids meeting your family and close friends
then it is an obvious sign he is just playing games
with you.
12. Don't always change the tv station from NTV to
CHANNEL O, MTV and Fashion TV. Take time to find
out what is bothering him and how you can help out.
13. If the only places he doesn't frown when you
enter are his bedroom and kitchen then know you aren't welcome (only being used). Have you noticed that most of the ladies that end up
being emotionally abused are the ones at the receiving end...Always with open arms, requesting
for something and ready to receive... The more you widen your arms, the more he widens
your legs... A grown up guy who gives the excuse about his parents being wild when he brings female visitors to
the house is a sign that HE HAS A SERIOUS GIRL AND HAS INTRODUCED HER TO
HIS PARENTS ALREADY... ADVISE YOURSELF...
FINALLY, I ALWAYS SAY THIS AND WILL REPEAT IT AGAIN... It's better to be sitting in a taxi smiling happily than to be in your husband's fresh air conditioned BMW x6 with bruised eyes wearing a
fresh Gucci shades along side a Burberry scarf.... JUST REMEMBER, THAT DATING A RICH MAN DOESN'T
GUARANTEE HAPPINESS IN MARRIAGE... MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING.....MAKING RIGHT CHOICES IN LIFE IS
WHAT MATTERS MOST...
Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®
Wednesday, 9 October 2013
Random Thoughts
Read before you Sleep!
1:You're not going to get over anyone by trying
to make them jealous.
2:Moving on and letting go isn't easy, but
sometimes you need to start over and be new
again.
3:Don't give up on things when you think you
can fight for it. It's difficult to wait but it's
more difficult to regret.
4:Stop saying ‘I can’t’. You can. You just choose
not to.
5:A real relationship. Has fights. Has trust. Has
faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has laughter. Has
weird, stupid & unnecessary arguments.
6;Overthinking kills your happiness, insecurities
kills your self esteem, and lies kills your trust.
7;I'm the type of girl that puts on her better
smile, her better outfit, and better attitude and
shows him what he left behind.
8:You're sad? I'll cheer you up.
You're upset? I'd love to listen.
All you have to do is come to me, you know I'll
be there for you.
9: Be amazing. Be good. Be pretty. Be strong.
Be smart. Be cool. But the most important thing
is, be yourself.
10:.Don't beg for anyone to stay in your life. If
they want to be a part of your life, they will
stay.
Good night ;)
1:You're not going to get over anyone by trying
to make them jealous.
2:Moving on and letting go isn't easy, but
sometimes you need to start over and be new
again.
3:Don't give up on things when you think you
can fight for it. It's difficult to wait but it's
more difficult to regret.
4:Stop saying ‘I can’t’. You can. You just choose
not to.
5:A real relationship. Has fights. Has trust. Has
faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has laughter. Has
weird, stupid & unnecessary arguments.
6;Overthinking kills your happiness, insecurities
kills your self esteem, and lies kills your trust.
7;I'm the type of girl that puts on her better
smile, her better outfit, and better attitude and
shows him what he left behind.
8:You're sad? I'll cheer you up.
You're upset? I'd love to listen.
All you have to do is come to me, you know I'll
be there for you.
9: Be amazing. Be good. Be pretty. Be strong.
Be smart. Be cool. But the most important thing
is, be yourself.
10:.Don't beg for anyone to stay in your life. If
they want to be a part of your life, they will
stay.
Good night ;)
Monday, 7 October 2013
Why I'm Single?
So many peoples asked me and wondering why...
Why a woman like me is single?
Is single strange? Is single weird? Or embarassing?
Single is a choice :) ( what a nice excuse.. Lol)
They says im beautiful, sexy, cute, nice and bla bla bla...
Im a singer who will have so many attentions for so many guys..
But why am i single?
Something wrong with me?
With my personality? Not at all!!!
I can describe my self as a good person.. But not perfect of course..
I am just normal person with normal look, not that beautiful like a queen or miss world.
I want a natural beautiful when it come from inside. Only the people who is really special and have the same values who could see this from me :)
Im an independent and strong woman. Who makes my own money and pay my own bills, sometimes i shared what i earns with peoples whose need helps
Im quite intelligent, sweet and caring person, always try to be honest, share the love and kindness with people around, give the best for a special one, be faithful til the high level, when i love someone i will love him the way he is..
But I'm also grumpy when I'm hungry and when i get my period once in a month.
I will get jealous with a logic reasons
I will get mad when something or someone is mine is stolen from my hand
I will be really pissed off when something unfair happening
I will cry when i feel sad or when i get really angry and think that something i cant take it anymore
I will be disappointed when someone broke the promises they made
I will throw candies to peoples who stabbed the knifes on my back ( but i will put poisons inside the candies lol)
I am only human.. Who have good and bad sides.. Like you guys..
I am not an angel.. So forget about that i will charm you with a beautiful wings.. I probably an angel but without wings :)
I am not a princess.. So forget about the beautifulness, being spoiled, asks helps, be manner all the time, i cant even walk like a princess.. I probably a princess.. But a rock and roll princess :)
I am not a house maid! So forget about i will take care of your laundry, your house, cooking you dishes everyday, clean your room, ironing your clothes and all about maids stuff. I probably can do it.. But it will cost you an expensive romantic dinner and sweet gifts :) and you must be a sweet boy who will hug me from behind while i wash a dish :)
The questions are.. Why i still single!???
Because i choose to be single :) and i still pick up some pieces of my broken heart that spreaded averywhere.. Im picking it up piece by piece and try string it up become a whole heart. It would be not a same shape like before.. But the time heal it..
Ironic! Or.. Naive.. Or klise.. Or whatever!
The things is im still waiting for the right one who will make our dream come true to make it real :)
Im still waiting for a guy who can see the values in me..
Not beacuse of my cover.. But about the story to read inside me
Someone who will never make me happy with the lies
Someone.. Someone.. Someone...
Somewhere.. Someday..
Why a woman like me is single?
Is single strange? Is single weird? Or embarassing?
Single is a choice :) ( what a nice excuse.. Lol)
They says im beautiful, sexy, cute, nice and bla bla bla...
Im a singer who will have so many attentions for so many guys..
But why am i single?
Something wrong with me?
With my personality? Not at all!!!
I can describe my self as a good person.. But not perfect of course..
I am just normal person with normal look, not that beautiful like a queen or miss world.
I want a natural beautiful when it come from inside. Only the people who is really special and have the same values who could see this from me :)
Im an independent and strong woman. Who makes my own money and pay my own bills, sometimes i shared what i earns with peoples whose need helps
Im quite intelligent, sweet and caring person, always try to be honest, share the love and kindness with people around, give the best for a special one, be faithful til the high level, when i love someone i will love him the way he is..
But I'm also grumpy when I'm hungry and when i get my period once in a month.
I will get jealous with a logic reasons
I will get mad when something or someone is mine is stolen from my hand
I will be really pissed off when something unfair happening
I will cry when i feel sad or when i get really angry and think that something i cant take it anymore
I will be disappointed when someone broke the promises they made
I will throw candies to peoples who stabbed the knifes on my back ( but i will put poisons inside the candies lol)
I am only human.. Who have good and bad sides.. Like you guys..
I am not an angel.. So forget about that i will charm you with a beautiful wings.. I probably an angel but without wings :)
I am not a princess.. So forget about the beautifulness, being spoiled, asks helps, be manner all the time, i cant even walk like a princess.. I probably a princess.. But a rock and roll princess :)
I am not a house maid! So forget about i will take care of your laundry, your house, cooking you dishes everyday, clean your room, ironing your clothes and all about maids stuff. I probably can do it.. But it will cost you an expensive romantic dinner and sweet gifts :) and you must be a sweet boy who will hug me from behind while i wash a dish :)
The questions are.. Why i still single!???
Because i choose to be single :) and i still pick up some pieces of my broken heart that spreaded averywhere.. Im picking it up piece by piece and try string it up become a whole heart. It would be not a same shape like before.. But the time heal it..
Ironic! Or.. Naive.. Or klise.. Or whatever!
The things is im still waiting for the right one who will make our dream come true to make it real :)
Im still waiting for a guy who can see the values in me..
Not beacuse of my cover.. But about the story to read inside me
Someone who will never make me happy with the lies
Someone.. Someone.. Someone...
Somewhere.. Someday..
Sunday, 6 October 2013
Made Man
let's talk about something very important..
As a woman, stupidity is when you sit back
cross-leg and search for an already made man.
In case you don't know, every already made
man out there, has a woman who has been
with him from when he had only a pair of
shorts and a single shirt.
That's why majority of well to do men, usually
make you nothing but a sex- toy, for you
mean absolutely nothing to them.
He might cheat on her with you, but truth is,
he will never leave her for you! If you are
guilty of hunting for an already made man,
then I tell you, my dear you are such a cow,
you actually need horns.
When good healthy brains settles, yours floats!
That man who is head over heels in love with
you right now and you ar taking for granted
this minute...
He may not own a car.
He may not earn a lot of money.
He may not live in a posh estate.
He may not be able to shower you with gifts
all the time.
He may not have a great job.
But it's enough to know you are the only one
he craves for and loves unconditionally...If he
has a heart of gold.
He is Honest.
He is very hard working.He is humble.
He keeps that smile on your face.
He talks to you everyday.
He actually listens to you.Again,
He tolerates you when you're moody.
His family knows you.
He tells you, your beautiful all the time.
He sees you every chance he gets.
He appreciates the tiniest things you do.
He is there, when you need him.
He respects you.
He is proud you are his and likes showing you
off.
And he treats you like a queen,
my dear you are indeed lucky to have him.
He may not have it all now,
but one day he will...
He may not be living his dream now,
but one day he will..
And as he pictures all this, he pictures you.
Ladies, there's no perfect man on earth, never
you forget this fact. Learn to appreciate that
man in your life who strives to be all you
need.
That man who promises you nothing but tries
his utmost best to give you everything.
Ladies, appreciate he that is in you,and to you
men, don't be goats or act like dogs,
appreciate and be all the above to your
women.
Let genuine love lead..........................
Via
Candy
As a woman, stupidity is when you sit back
cross-leg and search for an already made man.
In case you don't know, every already made
man out there, has a woman who has been
with him from when he had only a pair of
shorts and a single shirt.
That's why majority of well to do men, usually
make you nothing but a sex- toy, for you
mean absolutely nothing to them.
He might cheat on her with you, but truth is,
he will never leave her for you! If you are
guilty of hunting for an already made man,
then I tell you, my dear you are such a cow,
you actually need horns.
When good healthy brains settles, yours floats!
That man who is head over heels in love with
you right now and you ar taking for granted
this minute...
He may not own a car.
He may not earn a lot of money.
He may not live in a posh estate.
He may not be able to shower you with gifts
all the time.
He may not have a great job.
But it's enough to know you are the only one
he craves for and loves unconditionally...If he
has a heart of gold.
He is Honest.
He is very hard working.He is humble.
He keeps that smile on your face.
He talks to you everyday.
He actually listens to you.Again,
He tolerates you when you're moody.
His family knows you.
He tells you, your beautiful all the time.
He sees you every chance he gets.
He appreciates the tiniest things you do.
He is there, when you need him.
He respects you.
He is proud you are his and likes showing you
off.
And he treats you like a queen,
my dear you are indeed lucky to have him.
He may not have it all now,
but one day he will...
He may not be living his dream now,
but one day he will..
And as he pictures all this, he pictures you.
Ladies, there's no perfect man on earth, never
you forget this fact. Learn to appreciate that
man in your life who strives to be all you
need.
That man who promises you nothing but tries
his utmost best to give you everything.
Ladies, appreciate he that is in you,and to you
men, don't be goats or act like dogs,
appreciate and be all the above to your
women.
Let genuine love lead..........................
Via
Candy
First Sunday
Good morning World.. GOod morning universe..
Still lying on my comfort bed in Shangri-la hotel Surabaya.
Have a cup of Dilmah,English breakfast tea.
Today, Sunday.. My first day off after 5 days performed, since I arrived on October 1st.
Last night our first Saturday night, great crowd!everybody dance and sweating.
Well, so far everyday always have good crowd but last night Much better than any other day
I have a nice room, share with my partner..the other female singer, and she is my friend.
And we gonna stay here for two months
I checked my phone when I just awake!
And got those messages that a bit annoying to start my morning and my Sunday!
How to react?
The best way to react is No reaction at all!! Keep silent and Ignored!!
No reply back..
As I promised to my self.. I'm done with all of those bullshit!
I'm tired of waiting.. Or expected too much..
I'm tired of being fool
And I feel stupid of being stupid!
I enjoying my life right now.
Enjoying what I do
And grateful of what I have.
Makes a friend and laugh
Dance like nobody watching
Jump high.. Higher!
Scream!! Loud.. And louder
if you think you could make me down! You fucking wrong!
You even make me strong!
Stronger!
Enjoy your fucked up, creepy, boring, fake, full of lies life!
And good luck with that!
Life is a choice
And I chose..
Enjoy my Sunday :) :) :)
Tuesday, 1 October 2013
Welcome my 30
Thank You My Lord.. Thank You God.. Thanks Allah..
Alhamdulillah...
That i still breathing.. Still alive.. And survive..
For all the things i had.. For all the things i have.. For all the things i lost and gone.. All the things that i haven't come yet.
For my Health.. My Joy.. Painful.. Hurts.. Happiness.. Bless.. Laughter.. Broken heart..Love.. Tears.. Gifts.. Surprised..
Thanks for trusting me this 29 years.. Thanks for my 29 years i had.
Thanks for giving me 30.. Thanks for my 30 years I will have .
I just hope that i will have another years.. 40.. 50..60..70..90..maybe 100 years
Your blessing is countless..
Even for the pain and hard life i still have to be grateful
Cuz of those things i learnt! You teach me to be a strong person, become stronger. and be a better person.
Thanks for a great family.. Thanks for supported friends.. Thanks for the special guys i had.. Thanks for a special one i don't have right now! And thanks for all who still care about me.. Thanks for you who hates me.. Thanks for you who still love me.
On my 30..
Im not scare to live my life.. My present or My future..
I always ready..
Chances and challenges
Troubles and problems
Goals and Glorious
Hope and dreams..
The dreams is not over...
Happy Birthday..
For me!!!
Dreams, believe and make it happens!
Alhamdulillah...
That i still breathing.. Still alive.. And survive..
For all the things i had.. For all the things i have.. For all the things i lost and gone.. All the things that i haven't come yet.
For my Health.. My Joy.. Painful.. Hurts.. Happiness.. Bless.. Laughter.. Broken heart..Love.. Tears.. Gifts.. Surprised..
Thanks for trusting me this 29 years.. Thanks for my 29 years i had.
Thanks for giving me 30.. Thanks for my 30 years I will have .
I just hope that i will have another years.. 40.. 50..60..70..90..maybe 100 years
Your blessing is countless..
Even for the pain and hard life i still have to be grateful
Cuz of those things i learnt! You teach me to be a strong person, become stronger. and be a better person.
Thanks for a great family.. Thanks for supported friends.. Thanks for the special guys i had.. Thanks for a special one i don't have right now! And thanks for all who still care about me.. Thanks for you who hates me.. Thanks for you who still love me.
On my 30..
Im not scare to live my life.. My present or My future..
I always ready..
Chances and challenges
Troubles and problems
Goals and Glorious
Hope and dreams..
The dreams is not over...
Happy Birthday..
For me!!!
Dreams, believe and make it happens!
Sunday, 29 September 2013
When The Last Teardrop Falls
One of my broken heart song.. When The Last Teardrop Falls, from Blaque..Here is the lyrics!
Dedicated for YOU!
Whose broke my heart! :)
It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone
[Chorus:]
When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls
So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side
[Chorus]
Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby
[Chorus]
Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®
Dedicated for YOU!
Whose broke my heart! :)
It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone
[Chorus:]
When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls
So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side
[Chorus]
Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby
[Chorus]
Powered by Telkomsel BlackBerry®
Sleepy thought
Last night i fell asleep at 9 pm. Surprised me.. Never done that before since i remember this last years. Its a busy week.. Today it must be the last of busy day. And this is the last weekend i have in Bandung. The beginning of October i will be in Surabaya, East Java. Have a contract with my band for two months. Feel excited, even though feel so lazy to pack my bags.
1st of October i will start my first performance at Desperado, a bar at Shangri-la Hotel Surabaya.
1st of October i will start my first life in 30 years old. I will finish my golden age, my 29 year old.
Welcome to the club! Lol
Well, I'm not scare! I am sure it would be different. It would be more colorful. And i will live it like my twenty :)
Im glad that my busy week finally come to an end.. But i will have another one.. And next one..
No pain.. No gain..
Success is a process.. And what i did, what i do what i will do is a process and progress :)
Just got Into my room.. Lying down on my bed.. My blue room.. From my last gig in Bandung before i leave.
Enjoying the last 2 days in my Blue Room..
Too many story here.. Even though i just stay here for about 2 months..
This bed.. This blue wall tell the stories..
The stories that i have to leave behind..
The stories that i have to stop to write..
The stories that i will read it again, one day.. And i will smile on it :)
I really have to go..!
I really have to step out!
And once i decided to walk out the door.. I will never come back again..
Maybe i will come back.. Just to visit when i miss.. But i wont stay..
Cuz..
I am an adventurer..
I don't have home yet to come home..
I don't have a place yet to call it home..
I don't know what it is.. Cuz i never had one..
I had once.. But.. I left it, cuz its not belong to mine, and i didn't deserved it.. So i cant call it as home..
I had once.. But.. I let someone took it.. And call it as hers home.. So i cant call it as home..
But one day..
I will have it.. And Im sure i will say.. I'm going home...
But for now..
I will just stay.. Somewhere.. The places where i could write another story..
Before i found a place.. That i call it HOME! a Place where i could write the rest of the story. With a good ending.. And i will stay there for the rest of my life.. And i wont move anywhere else!
Somewhere.. Someday.. With someone!
1st of October i will start my first performance at Desperado, a bar at Shangri-la Hotel Surabaya.
1st of October i will start my first life in 30 years old. I will finish my golden age, my 29 year old.
Welcome to the club! Lol
Well, I'm not scare! I am sure it would be different. It would be more colorful. And i will live it like my twenty :)
Im glad that my busy week finally come to an end.. But i will have another one.. And next one..
No pain.. No gain..
Success is a process.. And what i did, what i do what i will do is a process and progress :)
Just got Into my room.. Lying down on my bed.. My blue room.. From my last gig in Bandung before i leave.
Enjoying the last 2 days in my Blue Room..
Too many story here.. Even though i just stay here for about 2 months..
This bed.. This blue wall tell the stories..
The stories that i have to leave behind..
The stories that i have to stop to write..
The stories that i will read it again, one day.. And i will smile on it :)
I really have to go..!
I really have to step out!
And once i decided to walk out the door.. I will never come back again..
Maybe i will come back.. Just to visit when i miss.. But i wont stay..
Cuz..
I am an adventurer..
I don't have home yet to come home..
I don't have a place yet to call it home..
I don't know what it is.. Cuz i never had one..
I had once.. But.. I left it, cuz its not belong to mine, and i didn't deserved it.. So i cant call it as home..
I had once.. But.. I let someone took it.. And call it as hers home.. So i cant call it as home..
But one day..
I will have it.. And Im sure i will say.. I'm going home...
But for now..
I will just stay.. Somewhere.. The places where i could write another story..
Before i found a place.. That i call it HOME! a Place where i could write the rest of the story. With a good ending.. And i will stay there for the rest of my life.. And i wont move anywhere else!
Somewhere.. Someday.. With someone!
Tuesday, 24 September 2013
YES! Wont deny it!
He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? or Sunshine..
Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. DId he tell you that you were beautiful?
I bet he promised you a personalized song.
Or maybe he’d always mentioned how he was lying in bed and wished you were there.
He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it.
He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning.
He constantly mentioned. losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock.
He made you love pictures that were just sort of “blah” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart?
All of your friends hate him now, don’t they?
Remember how happy they were for you?They warned you.
Just remember,it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected.
Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up.
There will be the one time’s and the I remembers,and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl.
A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain.
Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him,because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect.
He was everything you had ever wanted.Or maybe you made that up.
Maybe, the second he started to show interest,you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him.
Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you.
Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat.
Don’t give him that satisfaction.
Make him think you’re completely happy.
When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile.
Make him think he meant as little to you,as you obviously meant to him.........
Via - Candy
Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. DId he tell you that you were beautiful?
I bet he promised you a personalized song.
Or maybe he’d always mentioned how he was lying in bed and wished you were there.
He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it.
He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning.
He constantly mentioned. losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock.
He made you love pictures that were just sort of “blah” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart?
All of your friends hate him now, don’t they?
Remember how happy they were for you?They warned you.
Just remember,it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected.
Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up.
There will be the one time’s and the I remembers,and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl.
A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain.
Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him,because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect.
He was everything you had ever wanted.Or maybe you made that up.
Maybe, the second he started to show interest,you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him.
Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you.
Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat.
Don’t give him that satisfaction.
Make him think you’re completely happy.
When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile.
Make him think he meant as little to you,as you obviously meant to him.........
Via - Candy
Monday, 23 September 2013
Where are You?
"I am not desperate for a relationship,
but I do miss the feeling of having someone that can make me smile and feel appreciated.
Someone that can make calling and texting me the first and last thing they do everyday.
Someone that will be there to hold me when I feel vulnerable.
Someone that will look past my defects/flaws and love me for who I am.
Someone that will give me butterflies in my stomach every time we're together.
Someone that I can call mine."
I wanna fall in Love all over again.. With the same person, with the same guy.
When i just wake up in the morning this person will be the first thing popped on my mind
And the last thing i think about when i closed my eyes.
Still Love him even though he make the silly stupid things
Holding his hand and show the world how proud i am to have him as mine
Make and give surprise even not on special occasion
Share the feeling, share a good moment, fight and survive on bad situation
I don't know if i can found this kind of person in this crazy world
I don't know where to find..
I am still waiting..
For HIM to come into my life..
And welcoming with a big warm hug
Hey.. YOU!
Where are you now?
but I do miss the feeling of having someone that can make me smile and feel appreciated.
Someone that can make calling and texting me the first and last thing they do everyday.
Someone that will be there to hold me when I feel vulnerable.
Someone that will look past my defects/flaws and love me for who I am.
Someone that will give me butterflies in my stomach every time we're together.
Someone that I can call mine."
I wanna fall in Love all over again.. With the same person, with the same guy.
When i just wake up in the morning this person will be the first thing popped on my mind
And the last thing i think about when i closed my eyes.
Still Love him even though he make the silly stupid things
Holding his hand and show the world how proud i am to have him as mine
Make and give surprise even not on special occasion
Share the feeling, share a good moment, fight and survive on bad situation
I don't know if i can found this kind of person in this crazy world
I don't know where to find..
I am still waiting..
For HIM to come into my life..
And welcoming with a big warm hug
Hey.. YOU!
Where are you now?
I DEDICATE THIS TO ALL WHO ARE IN LOVE
A real relationship must have simple fights,trust, faith, tears, and genuine laughter. Jealous,Communication, patience, weird/stupid unnecessary arguments; no hiding secrets, true love and most importantly there must beforgiveness on both sides.
No one is perfect on earth, we all make mistakes in our relationships but the best solution is to accept your mistakes and say SORRY to your loved one.
It’s a small word but it means a lot.
Many of us find it so hard to say it out yet it costs nothing, but it only eases the tension between lovers. Say it from deep inside yourheart.
Don’t fake it please but just mean it always.
And if he/she is the one in wrong never get tired of forgiving him/her depending on what they have done. If you get to think of moving on because you’re pissed, my dear think of where you’re going, the time you will take to find & fitin a new relationship.
The imperfectness you will find with that new lover might be incomparable to the one you dumped, then you will start regretting and wishing you never dumped her/him.
Think about it my dear friends having it in minds that
WE HAVE GOT NO ANGELS ON EARTH.
We’re the ones to transform our BFs/GFs to belike angels.
So be proud of the one you have got and fightall the challenges that are trying to tear you apart.
Right now you may be seeing your guy/girl as a fake person but some dude/girl is somewhere seeing him as a handsome king/beautiful queen.
They’re wishing and praying you fall apart forthem to replace you.
THINK ABOUT IT
No one is perfect on earth, we all make mistakes in our relationships but the best solution is to accept your mistakes and say SORRY to your loved one.
It’s a small word but it means a lot.
Many of us find it so hard to say it out yet it costs nothing, but it only eases the tension between lovers. Say it from deep inside yourheart.
Don’t fake it please but just mean it always.
And if he/she is the one in wrong never get tired of forgiving him/her depending on what they have done. If you get to think of moving on because you’re pissed, my dear think of where you’re going, the time you will take to find & fitin a new relationship.
The imperfectness you will find with that new lover might be incomparable to the one you dumped, then you will start regretting and wishing you never dumped her/him.
Think about it my dear friends having it in minds that
WE HAVE GOT NO ANGELS ON EARTH.
We’re the ones to transform our BFs/GFs to belike angels.
So be proud of the one you have got and fightall the challenges that are trying to tear you apart.
Right now you may be seeing your guy/girl as a fake person but some dude/girl is somewhere seeing him as a handsome king/beautiful queen.
They’re wishing and praying you fall apart forthem to replace you.
THINK ABOUT IT
Sunday, 22 September 2013
43 THINGS A GIRL WISHED HER BOYFRIEND KNEW !!
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never
really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you
to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow
her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight
& don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and
tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your
attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her
she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and
don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and
hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
Friday, 20 September 2013
That’s enough for me
I knew that I would be shattered for life when I said goodbye to you.
It was the saddest day of my life when we had to part and move on.
But somehow I feel no one can take the place I have for you in my heart.
I have loved you from the depths of my heart and soul.
But I know sometimes it’s better to let go and not force your loved ones to stay no matter how miserable you feel.
Now that we are not together and maybe we are not even destined to be. I still have a lot of love for you deep in my heart and soul.
I like to think that somewhere out there in the outer space on an unknown planet there might be two loving souls exactly like you and me made for each other are together and wrapped in each others arms. This loving thought gives me peace and tranquility. I am happy that somewhere, we’re still together. That’s enough for me..
It was the saddest day of my life when we had to part and move on.
But somehow I feel no one can take the place I have for you in my heart.
I have loved you from the depths of my heart and soul.
But I know sometimes it’s better to let go and not force your loved ones to stay no matter how miserable you feel.
Now that we are not together and maybe we are not even destined to be. I still have a lot of love for you deep in my heart and soul.
I like to think that somewhere out there in the outer space on an unknown planet there might be two loving souls exactly like you and me made for each other are together and wrapped in each others arms. This loving thought gives me peace and tranquility. I am happy that somewhere, we’re still together. That’s enough for me..
Wednesday, 18 September 2013
I'll Be Back!
Life is always a mystery.. Secret to reveal..
We never know or could guess what gonna happens..
Even though sometimes we could have intuition what could happens, when its really happened we always surprise! We never ready for the worst! Or we could be really happy for the best!
When something bad happened we can chose that it could make us down or take as a lesson to be a better and stronger person in the future, on next chapter, or in another story of life.
Cuz.. Its not just happened without any reasons!
When something good happened maybe its just our time to shine, to paid the pain we felt before, get serves what we deserve. And take it as a lesson as well to be grateful. That there are happines after sadness. The morning after dark, blue skies and Beautiful rainbow after rains.
Life is always complicated.. And hard, and sometimes not fair! If we think it is! The life it self isn't that complicated, if we make it simple.. If we take it easy.
But most of us think too much about it! Make it too complicated to live or to fight and survive!
I am sure you will say, Its ' easy to say'.. But so hard to put it and proves it in a real life.
Indeed!
Cuz i am just the same like the most people does! Make this life not as simple as that!..
Sometimes we just hope and expect too much for the things that we already know the answer is NO, but we also know that is much better than lose hope and stop dreaming.. Cuz if we stop we also get nothing!
And sometimes we denied and too proud to accepts for the things that we already know the answer is YES, we closed our mind, eyes and heart, lies to our self to the right and good things that we don't wanna feel. But we also know that is much better than expect too much then get hurt again and again.. Cuz if we expect too much we also know that we will get disappointed!
Complicated isn't it?
Yes.! Cuz.. We think too much! We are just another arogants and selfish creatures whose always want to be perfect, get and have something perfect! And we dont even perfect or do perfect for another!
Nothing is perfect! No one is perfect!
The only thing is.. Be grateful!
Well.. Its time for me to come back to my routine, daily and challanges that already facing me tomorrow!
I always ready for that.. Cuz i still want to learn!
Good bye Bali.. Sun.. Beaches..
Thanks for always surprising me with your exotic, peaceful and warm place!
I will be back! For sure! One day! Soon!
We never know or could guess what gonna happens..
Even though sometimes we could have intuition what could happens, when its really happened we always surprise! We never ready for the worst! Or we could be really happy for the best!
When something bad happened we can chose that it could make us down or take as a lesson to be a better and stronger person in the future, on next chapter, or in another story of life.
Cuz.. Its not just happened without any reasons!
When something good happened maybe its just our time to shine, to paid the pain we felt before, get serves what we deserve. And take it as a lesson as well to be grateful. That there are happines after sadness. The morning after dark, blue skies and Beautiful rainbow after rains.
Life is always complicated.. And hard, and sometimes not fair! If we think it is! The life it self isn't that complicated, if we make it simple.. If we take it easy.
But most of us think too much about it! Make it too complicated to live or to fight and survive!
I am sure you will say, Its ' easy to say'.. But so hard to put it and proves it in a real life.
Indeed!
Cuz i am just the same like the most people does! Make this life not as simple as that!..
Sometimes we just hope and expect too much for the things that we already know the answer is NO, but we also know that is much better than lose hope and stop dreaming.. Cuz if we stop we also get nothing!
And sometimes we denied and too proud to accepts for the things that we already know the answer is YES, we closed our mind, eyes and heart, lies to our self to the right and good things that we don't wanna feel. But we also know that is much better than expect too much then get hurt again and again.. Cuz if we expect too much we also know that we will get disappointed!
Complicated isn't it?
Yes.! Cuz.. We think too much! We are just another arogants and selfish creatures whose always want to be perfect, get and have something perfect! And we dont even perfect or do perfect for another!
Nothing is perfect! No one is perfect!
The only thing is.. Be grateful!
Well.. Its time for me to come back to my routine, daily and challanges that already facing me tomorrow!
I always ready for that.. Cuz i still want to learn!
Good bye Bali.. Sun.. Beaches..
Thanks for always surprising me with your exotic, peaceful and warm place!
I will be back! For sure! One day! Soon!
Sunday, 15 September 2013
I am!
I am the new woman.
I am a born fighter.
You can bend me sometimes for your selfish motives but you can never break me because I am invincible.
I am not jealous of any one because I am very confident about my own capabilities.
I believe that there is nothing in this world which I cannot accomplish because nothing can stop me from being an achiever in any field I want to master.
I will not allow anyone to manipulate me or belittle my soul with deceitful conduct.
I will not allow anyone to define or change me because I am free spirited and I have my own unique personality.
I know how to fight back and survive on my own terms.
If I am shattered I come back even stronger because I am determined to be a survivor and not a victim.
Each day the challenges of life deepen the conviction in my soul and make me more determined to achieve my goals ....
..............................
I am a born fighter.
You can bend me sometimes for your selfish motives but you can never break me because I am invincible.
I am not jealous of any one because I am very confident about my own capabilities.
I believe that there is nothing in this world which I cannot accomplish because nothing can stop me from being an achiever in any field I want to master.
I will not allow anyone to manipulate me or belittle my soul with deceitful conduct.
I will not allow anyone to define or change me because I am free spirited and I have my own unique personality.
I know how to fight back and survive on my own terms.
If I am shattered I come back even stronger because I am determined to be a survivor and not a victim.
Each day the challenges of life deepen the conviction in my soul and make me more determined to achieve my goals ....
..............................
Wednesday, 11 September 2013
I am Ready
I am ready..
To rock someone world!
I am ready..
To make someone world turn up and down!
I am ready ..
To make a butterfly effect on someone stomach
I am ready..
To create a big smiles on someone face
I am ready..
To make someone heart beat fast
I am ready..
To give feeling that someone is the lucky one ever
I am ready..
To make someone sweating, do fun exercises and getting crazy
I am ready..
To bring someone fly to heavens
I am ready..
To be the one for someone
I am ready..
To build a strong castle as a princess for a prince in our kingdom
I am ready..
To stay and wait be patient, and have a good attitude while waiting
But..
I am not ready..
To feel those pains and hurts again..
But i am still here.. Staying.. Waiting.. That someone to come..
The right person on the right time on the perfect moment
Smile.. :-p
To rock someone world!
I am ready..
To make someone world turn up and down!
I am ready ..
To make a butterfly effect on someone stomach
I am ready..
To create a big smiles on someone face
I am ready..
To make someone heart beat fast
I am ready..
To give feeling that someone is the lucky one ever
I am ready..
To make someone sweating, do fun exercises and getting crazy
I am ready..
To bring someone fly to heavens
I am ready..
To be the one for someone
I am ready..
To build a strong castle as a princess for a prince in our kingdom
I am ready..
To stay and wait be patient, and have a good attitude while waiting
But..
I am not ready..
To feel those pains and hurts again..
But i am still here.. Staying.. Waiting.. That someone to come..
The right person on the right time on the perfect moment
Smile.. :-p
Monday, 9 September 2013
I still the same! Its me!
Sorry that i didn't tell you that much about my life on this couple months..
And you do the same things.. I don't know that much about your life right now
Sorry that it probably hurt you as well..
But i did that cuz of so many reasons
Some people told me.. Maybe you moved on.. But i know for sure you can not!
Even i really want you to open your heart for somebody else..
Im so sorry that you don't even know where i live or stay right now..
But i thought you don't wanna know about me no more..
Day by day.. Life is changed.. And my life as well..
People changes..And maybe me for some part.. Because pain.. Changes people !
But I'm still me.. I always be my self..
I still love drink tea in the morning.. And most of the time like you know, i left half of it.. And i only drink half of it!
I still love drink beer when i go to a bar or when i have a break of my gigs, or when hang outs with my friends. And you know that i love mojito and tequila if i want lil' bit tipsy!
I still love my cigarettes.. But i had a plan to quit.. At least reduce it!
I still love playing games, but not that much recently.. Cuz my mind lil bit fucked up lately.. I cant even concentrate on my games.. I even left my pigs without feeding them, they cant produce any bacons. I left my cows, my horses and my dogs and cats.. Kinda miss them.. I have notifications.. That my farm is missing me.. They are missing me..
But i still playing candy crush.. Its just perfect for killing time! Although i got stuck for too long on the same level right now! ( pissed me off!)
I still love Bakso.. Thats for sure! My favorite food ever! And I'm kinda miss that blue Bakso stall in
Bali served sweet, spicy and sour soup! I still remember this 3B! Bakso, Beer and Beach! LOL
I still love Beach, sun and sunset! And still.. The best place to enjoy all of this is Bali! And i miss Bali a lot right now! I just wanna run away there!
I still love sex and love making things, For sure.. But now just different! My favorite position is 9.. Thats me.. Curled up on my bed.. Alone . LOL
Instill learns my songs for rehearse,, cuz thats what i do and my passion for life. Music!
And all the rest about me that you know really well.. All still the same!
Something that might be different..
I wrote my own songs.. Well, i did before. and you know this song as well. But now those songs
more really 'me'!
I didn't took that much pictures on my phone. I still do capture my own pictures, but not that much
as before!
I eat chocolate a lot than before! First for gaining my weight.. And second.. As my mood booster!
I stay at a new place.. But still In Bandung for now. I have a blue room that i paint by my self.
I am back with Orangepop.. But some members are changed.. And now is much more fun to work together with those guys.. And i am a leader of this group.and im doing a new project, its like theatrical show. Im sure you will like it. Goona show you someday about this new project! Just wish me good luck ;)
I dont use skype that much right now.. Or use it that long.. Nobody i can talk that long in there.
I have a curly hair.. Which is you dont like that much.. Because you prefer my straight hair. But i promise you.. I look good on that ;)
I have a tan skin.. Much more brown than before.. And im sure you would love it. Even i know you always love me the way i am.
I dont use the cactus that much for now.. Cuz you know its already broken and i need plant a new one to make it grow.. Aww :-p
Thats all i can say for now..
But one thing for sure... You always have a special place in my heart.. Like i told you.. Nobody can love the way you love me! But maybe one day.. Someone will replace you! But still.. You are still specials
One more thing.. Sorry! And i mean it!
And you do the same things.. I don't know that much about your life right now
Sorry that it probably hurt you as well..
But i did that cuz of so many reasons
Some people told me.. Maybe you moved on.. But i know for sure you can not!
Even i really want you to open your heart for somebody else..
Im so sorry that you don't even know where i live or stay right now..
But i thought you don't wanna know about me no more..
Day by day.. Life is changed.. And my life as well..
People changes..And maybe me for some part.. Because pain.. Changes people !
But I'm still me.. I always be my self..
I still love drink tea in the morning.. And most of the time like you know, i left half of it.. And i only drink half of it!
I still love drink beer when i go to a bar or when i have a break of my gigs, or when hang outs with my friends. And you know that i love mojito and tequila if i want lil' bit tipsy!
I still love my cigarettes.. But i had a plan to quit.. At least reduce it!
I still love playing games, but not that much recently.. Cuz my mind lil bit fucked up lately.. I cant even concentrate on my games.. I even left my pigs without feeding them, they cant produce any bacons. I left my cows, my horses and my dogs and cats.. Kinda miss them.. I have notifications.. That my farm is missing me.. They are missing me..
But i still playing candy crush.. Its just perfect for killing time! Although i got stuck for too long on the same level right now! ( pissed me off!)
I still love Bakso.. Thats for sure! My favorite food ever! And I'm kinda miss that blue Bakso stall in
Bali served sweet, spicy and sour soup! I still remember this 3B! Bakso, Beer and Beach! LOL
I still love Beach, sun and sunset! And still.. The best place to enjoy all of this is Bali! And i miss Bali a lot right now! I just wanna run away there!
I still love sex and love making things, For sure.. But now just different! My favorite position is 9.. Thats me.. Curled up on my bed.. Alone . LOL
Instill learns my songs for rehearse,, cuz thats what i do and my passion for life. Music!
And all the rest about me that you know really well.. All still the same!
Something that might be different..
I wrote my own songs.. Well, i did before. and you know this song as well. But now those songs
more really 'me'!
I didn't took that much pictures on my phone. I still do capture my own pictures, but not that much
as before!
I eat chocolate a lot than before! First for gaining my weight.. And second.. As my mood booster!
I stay at a new place.. But still In Bandung for now. I have a blue room that i paint by my self.
I am back with Orangepop.. But some members are changed.. And now is much more fun to work together with those guys.. And i am a leader of this group.and im doing a new project, its like theatrical show. Im sure you will like it. Goona show you someday about this new project! Just wish me good luck ;)
I dont use skype that much right now.. Or use it that long.. Nobody i can talk that long in there.
I have a curly hair.. Which is you dont like that much.. Because you prefer my straight hair. But i promise you.. I look good on that ;)
I have a tan skin.. Much more brown than before.. And im sure you would love it. Even i know you always love me the way i am.
I dont use the cactus that much for now.. Cuz you know its already broken and i need plant a new one to make it grow.. Aww :-p
Thats all i can say for now..
But one thing for sure... You always have a special place in my heart.. Like i told you.. Nobody can love the way you love me! But maybe one day.. Someone will replace you! But still.. You are still specials
One more thing.. Sorry! And i mean it!
Coming Soon
No matter what pain you've been through, your tears will dry, your broken heart will heal,
and somewhere out there the person who truly cares is waiting for you...
That person will come into your life and he or she will permanently be yours.
That person will never make you cry, plead and lack.
He or she will never get tired of forgiving you;
He or she will always be there for you,
appreciate everything you do for him or
her, respect you, care about you and return all your love.
That person won't be with fear of introducing you to his or her parents and friends.
That person will be proud of what you are.
That lonely heartbroken person is also out there looking for you
so don’t hate love because of the current situation you’re going through and don’t lose hope.
God will help you find someone that you deserve someday.
For all singles.. For all broken hearted, for you who lose hope..
Don't stop believing..
All your suffering will change into happiness.. Sooner or later..
Via - Candy
and somewhere out there the person who truly cares is waiting for you...
That person will come into your life and he or she will permanently be yours.
That person will never make you cry, plead and lack.
He or she will never get tired of forgiving you;
He or she will always be there for you,
appreciate everything you do for him or
her, respect you, care about you and return all your love.
That person won't be with fear of introducing you to his or her parents and friends.
That person will be proud of what you are.
That lonely heartbroken person is also out there looking for you
so don’t hate love because of the current situation you’re going through and don’t lose hope.
God will help you find someone that you deserve someday.
For all singles.. For all broken hearted, for you who lose hope..
Don't stop believing..
All your suffering will change into happiness.. Sooner or later..
Via - Candy
Sunday, 8 September 2013
Morning thought
I just don't understand why..
When the guy said ' I Love You' or i still love you very deep... But they don't even fight for it! They decided to go with another woman. And still able to say these 3 words to another woman!
They lies to himself. They closed their heart to something they don't wanna feel.
Or its just another bullshit.. Another lies ? Cuz.. When they meant it! They will prove it by act!
They judge us about something we did! They don't even know how hard the time we've been thru..
They think we always wrong.. They think we make drama.. They think we are childish.. They think we are too weak..
But they don't even know what we did for them.. They don't know the story behind the scene!
So.. What i know now..
These kind of guys really don't deserve a True love.. A real love..
These kind of guys who think they have big love enough to share with not only one woman.
These kind of guys who think about their own life, without thinking they hurt someone else heart!
On my opinion.. And my thought..
I deserve better than this kind of guys!
I just realized.. I did the right things.. To the wrong guy!
But still..
I wishing them.. A real happiness..
You know about KARMA?
It doesn't have any menu.. You will get serves what you deserve..
Just wait.. It will come.. Sooner or later.. Or maybe.. Instantly..
And Good Luck with that!
When the guy said ' I Love You' or i still love you very deep... But they don't even fight for it! They decided to go with another woman. And still able to say these 3 words to another woman!
They lies to himself. They closed their heart to something they don't wanna feel.
Or its just another bullshit.. Another lies ? Cuz.. When they meant it! They will prove it by act!
They judge us about something we did! They don't even know how hard the time we've been thru..
They think we always wrong.. They think we make drama.. They think we are childish.. They think we are too weak..
But they don't even know what we did for them.. They don't know the story behind the scene!
So.. What i know now..
These kind of guys really don't deserve a True love.. A real love..
These kind of guys who think they have big love enough to share with not only one woman.
These kind of guys who think about their own life, without thinking they hurt someone else heart!
On my opinion.. And my thought..
I deserve better than this kind of guys!
I just realized.. I did the right things.. To the wrong guy!
But still..
I wishing them.. A real happiness..
You know about KARMA?
It doesn't have any menu.. You will get serves what you deserve..
Just wait.. It will come.. Sooner or later.. Or maybe.. Instantly..
And Good Luck with that!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)